assalaamualaikum;

ERGH mepek mepek! i seriously cannot stand my life anymore! this is so unfair! my mum minimizes my computer time to ONE HOUR ONLY, and with a few conditions. she says i have to stick with my daily time table, that i have to STUDY, i mean WHAT THE CRAP? its the holidays for goodness sake! they're PROCESSING OUR MARKS and i have to STUDY? ergggggh! this is so so so so so so so unfaaaaaaaaaaaaair! i seriously cannot stand it anymore you know. if i told her NABIHA can use the computer as much as she liked, my mum would say, "at least she studies harder than you, and she's hardworking." if i told her my friends who aren't as clever as nabiha could use the computer too she would ignore me, BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY SHE CANT THINK OF A BETTER COMEBACK. somebody PLEASE talk some sense to her! i seriously feel like crying whenever my mum tells me to do something that doesn't make any sense. if i try to talk back, that would've been disastrous.

i mean seriously, let me elaborate [as if i haven't done enough]. holidays, or for irsyad, marks processing days/checking of answer scripts is for students to take a BREAK from studying their HEADS off for the mid-years. and while students are taking a break, catching up with their friends, their email, what's been going on in other people's blogs and catching up on the internet, i have to STUDY. LIKE THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE TO STUDY?? stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupid!! seriously la! how can this possibly be happening??

so i guess i have 15 minutes left. once again, STUPID right?!
ERGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH~
im not even in the mood to give salam now.