assalaamualaikum;

well, unbelievable as it is, im awake at 7am, waiting for my father to get up, get ready, and get to Irsyad. i woke up at 6.30am so i would have some free time as i wait for my father to get ready. ergh, i wish i didn't have to go to school today. oh, all the things i would miss doing at home. [eg. slacking, reading, computer, making skins, etc.]

this female assassin [as referred to by someone] is sooooo tired! i could barely get up this morning! i was having such a great dream, a dream you guys dont need to know about. =D

anyway, i currently have two outfit designs in my mind, hopefully gonna draft it out during apex? haha. speaking of designing, i always have such a hard time finding hari raya clothes as i am such a picky person. [no kebaya, no baju kurung. nothing with uncomfortable material. it's almost unbelievable that i've never worn a baju kurung in my entire life. just ask my mum.] anyway, i've been so picky that i told my mum a few days ago that instead of going around geylang to search for baju raya this year [pfft. i hate going to geylang. so stuffy.], why not i design my own outfits to fit my style and wants, and then send my design to a tailor? my mum said why not, so i have a pretty good chance of that rolling around.

i got the idea from my sister's friend, whose clothes were oh-so gorgeous. i asked my sister where she got them and she told me that she designed them all and sent them to a tailor. seriously, her baju raya are beautiful [AtiqahFarfalla]. anyway, i just hope this plan would come along easily, like no last-minute blahblahblahs and such.

eh, apex start kol 8.30am kan? TELL ME it starts at 8.30am! since it has been milleniums since the last time i attended apex, i have forgotten all about it. heheh. i wonder if the mentors gave us homework since the last apex lesson. ohh, i hope not.

spent last night reading. reading what, you may ask? well, lets see..

- science textbook
- Does My Head Look Big In This?
- LIME magazine [ two - three different issues ]
- a malay magazine
- every single past article from the newspapers of Taufik Batisah

I've been reading my science textbook since we have a test today, i've been striving to finish my storybook, and my sister was sorting through her messy table [ i have yet to sort through mine. ] and found a huge folder containing every last bit of Singapore Idol Taufik Batisah. every poster, every newspaper article ever written, every magazine with his face in it, and you can imagine how exuberant i was, learning so much about Taufik in those magazines. did you know he was a smoker since he was twelve? he stopped when he was doing the whole Singapore Idol thing. i'll post more about that later.

i also have been flipping through outfit magazines, checking out clothes and designs, trying to get a rough idea of what i want for my baju raya. =D also, interior designing magazines, i have no idea why. designing has really gone to my head these days. haha.

im also on the verge of writing a new book. well, book is too big of a word, considering im not a writer yet, i guess story then. it's about .. well, i cant tell you really. it's a gonna be a surprise. [ more of a surprise to myself too as i dont know what it's gonna be about either. hehehehhe. ]

i guess i should be going now.
gotta get ready for school.
assalaamualaikum!
be back later!

that guy who calls me his heroine, please wait for me.