assalaamualaikum;
ERGH! life is so frustrating, and i am ALWAYS misunderstood!
like the ice-skating thing for example. the reason i came late was because THEY DIDN'T TELL ME THE FREAKING TIME TO BE THERE! seriously! and it always seems as if it's all MY fault. well how was i to know? you guys came first, not telling me what time to be there, and you know i live very far from jurong and my trip there takes one hour, you cant blame me! do you know how tiring it is for me just to GET to the place and back? try having to drag your family along!
if i didn't have to, i wouldn't! but if it wasn't for them i wouldn't even have BEEN there. so just be thankful, alright?
the fact that my family came along made izza think [she wrote in her blog] that im on an outing with my family instead of friends, like it was a coincidence i was there. WTH?! i was INVITED by YOU, izza! my sisters came along because my mum told them to! my cousins came along because it was their last day in singapore and they wanted to enjoy their last moments! HOW IS ALL THAT MY FREAKING FAULT?! can you now SEE how overprotected i am?! i even spent the whole time with YOU GUYS right? yeah, and you call that a family outing. WTH la!
izza actually wrote in her blog that i WASN'T COUNTED. how is that fair?! do you KNOW how much those words HURT me izza?! and why the hell did you hide from me? why in the world must you ignore me? i also had to leave for the mosque in a hurry because there wasn't much time left to solat zuhr, alright? if you want to get mad at me, that's not my problem. i cant miss my prayers just because i didn't tell you i had to go to the mosque. besides, i did tell one of you.
so please, readers, tell me, HOW IS ALL THIS MY FAULT?! explain to me! i am crying as much as my tears can flow, and i dont understand this all. i am so mad at everyone but i am mostly mad at myself. if you guys had so much fun without me, why did you guys even invite me?
FOR GOD'S SAKE, WHY ARE YOU EVEN FRIENDS WITH ME?!
you can see how pissed i am right now.
give me an explanation as soon as possible.
assalaamualaikum.
if you guys cant find me alive the next day dont even bother caring.