assalaamualaikum;
I HATE KUMON SO MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH~ i just cant take it anymore! i just feel like it discourages me more than it is supposed to help me! i mean, i love math a LOT more than you know, but having to do it like, every night? like i dont have enough homework already sey! ergggggggggh.
i wanna quit. I WANNA QUIT! i didn't even agree in the first place. my mum just brought me to the kumon centre to sign up and since i was too tired of fighting back, i just went through with what my mum wanted. it was all okay at first, but i just cant handle all this work anymore.
O V E R L O A D E D .
i am going to combust. and i mean seriously. i have four more undone papers and i am not intending to do them. im just too tired! making me into a robot, wthh ..
besides, im not that organized of a person. i dont file in my stuff because i never catch what to do. i never sort my marked work because i always end up sorting halfway. i keep losing my school documents because i just stuff them into my bag. i keep forgetting to show my parents letters i receive in school because they're ALWAYS busy when i remember to show them and they're not busy when i forget to. and then when they ask why i didn't show them the letter and blahblahblah, i will just say that they were busy and if i keep showing them again and again they will probably lose their patience and get mad [ i know from experience. ]. so what do i do in life? sit back and relax, watch the world roll by and live life how it comes to me, not by catching it. flow along the river not swim against the current. that is just how i roll.
yet people just dont understand me, and they wont listen when i try to explain.
growing up, i've learnt a lot of things. you can never get what you want, and you cant do anything about it. life is never fair, and you cant do anything about it. your parents may be overprotective, and you cant do anything about it. life can get reeeeeeeeeeally frustrating sometimes, AND YOU STILL CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
yes, life is damn unfair. realising all this still makes no difference. ERGH what am i saying?!
IM GETTING OFF THE MAIN TOPIC HERE PEOPLE!
okay back to kumon. i still wanna Q U I T ! fullstop. i mean exclamation mark. oh whatever~
assalaamualaikum!
PS. tomorrow schooooooooooooooooooooooooooool~ ohh yayness. =D tk sabar seyy! alright then bye. ;D
