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Naadhirah Razak turns 15 on the 29th of April.

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assalaamualaikum,

oh hello. long time since i posted, yes? okay well lets see here.

i think that i have too short of a memory to recall what happened on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, unfortunately. So I'll just start at Thursday.

Thursday

English oral. It went oh so well, i guess. I should say I couldn't stop smiling through the whole thing. Both my examiners were Indian, and I guess i get along well with Indians ( like my Kumon teachers ). well, considering i have Indian blood ..

anyway I stammered a bit in the text, eased the tension in the picture conversation, and got comfortable in the conversation. Text was about a girl who lost a game and thought that her friends might be upset with her and stuff like that .. then the picture was about a Robotics Competition. came through easy, i guess, though i forgot to mention something about the contestants and i felt like banging my head right then and there.

then came the conversation, oh my most favourite part of the oral. by then i've warmed up enough with the examiners and i was not as nervous as i was at the start. my topic was, have i watched or participated in any sport competition recently. At first, to say the least, my mind was completely blank. but soon, though, i began talking non-stop about my school's Sports Day, and my taking part in the individual race.

Nuha said i spoke and read pretty loud, the whole musollah could hear me. haha. Nuha actually picked up my idea about the Sports Day, but nevermind. after it all ended i got up, said thanked the examiners, and left for the library. Nuha told me that after I left the examiner said, "She speaks well." oh yay. haha.

It was fun in the library. We had to do a Math worksheet on volume though, but we had fun in there. biseng seh kat situ.

then at the MRT station, went to toilet with Fir, Sai and Fatimah. took2 pictures ( HAHA! ) then after 20mins like that we went home.

oh yeah, when i got home, i was wiping my specs, when all of a sudden .. jeng jeng jeng.

IT BROKE. frankly i was petrified, just staring at the piece of metal/plastic in my hands for a second or two. when i finally snapped back to reality i went to my sister for help and she tried to tape it together. didn't work though. so then i called my mum.

since on that day my second sister was getting her contacts, my other sister and i tagged along. we walked to White Sands before my mum and sister so i tested my eyes to kill time.

the guy who served me was sooooooooooooooooooo cute. SO SO SO SO SO CUTE! did i mention he was cute, too? haha. and so friendly one! in the place where he tested my eyes, he asked me why my degree was so high, and i confessed, the computer. haha. so then we talked talked talked ..

he helped my sisters and i choose frames. while my mum was checking her degree with someone else, he brought us from the table of lame frames to the table of expensive frames kids today wear. haha! he was so nice. he took out a lot of them from the display and laid them out in front of us on the glass counter. haha.

the three of us ( sister, sister, me ) have been crazy over him. tige2 keja die. hahaha! so anyway, i'll be getting my new specs either saturday, sunday or monday. im currently going without them right now.

Friday

Malay oral. diediedie. stammered through text, a chorus of UMMs and ERRs flowed through the picture conversation. i felt lucky to have made it out the musollah alive.

in the library, played with Dian's GameBoy Advance was it? of all games, played Pokemon -.- haha. tp best, since i had a little experience playing Rayyan's ( nephew. ). the person who jage-d us in the library had brought brownies that she made herself and they tasted HEAVENLYYY. i've ever tasted any better sehh. for real, i even cleared up all the crumbs with my friends. haha.

so then went home with Sai and Fir. no, i didn't follow them into the Jurong train, we just went to the MRT station together. best uh fooling around with them at Newton MRT station toilet. haha. fir was flipping through the photos we took the day before in the toilet too, when she realised something ..

one of the pictures we took, a reflection of ourselves, there was this white outline figure-thingy which formed a head and and arm reaching out to the side. we studied our other pictures and they had nothing like that. we studied the mirror, nothing too. panicky, we put on our tudungs and rushed out of the toilet, seriously freaked out. haha.

then went home alone .. stopped by Simei to get a chocolate waffle at Prima Deli at Eastpoint hehehehehe. k sorry psycho. XP

tomorrow i will be getting my Prelim results .. ohmygod. seram nyerrrr. but nevermind. haha.

i guess that's all. pretty long post there, yeah? haha.

assalaamualaikum!
Friday, August 15, 2008