NaadhirahRazak-

movedmovedmoved

2010-11-06T15:23:00.005+08:00

I have moved! Here's my new link:

Knock yourselves out. Do take note, this blog won't be deleted. For memories' sake. Heh heh :B So relink and whatever ~ See you on the other side! Assalamualaikum.

new start

2010-11-05T16:58:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

My examinations ended yesterday, and I am now creating a new blog. For what reason, I don't know, I just felt like I needed a fresh start. So I'm leaving this ol' blog behind for memories (i hate getting rid of things that may or even may not hold many memories) while I set up a new one. I will post the link here when it's done :)

Time to get started on my new blog's blogskin! Tata :)

hiatus!

2010-10-03T03:22:00.003+08:00

Naadhirah is on hiatus, until after her exams.Which is an unconfirmed date for now. Hehe. Thank you ^_^

lift me up, let me go

2010-09-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I know, I know! I is a bad blogger! I left this blog unupdated for two weeks, I'm so sorry D: I just... haven't had the time. ^_^

So this past week has been.. Really fun. And busy. On Monday the performers for the Teachers' Day cum Childrens' Day cum Raya celebration got to skip the last hour of school and rehearse. Of course, we all ended up finishing late, but that was okay. Same thing happened on Tuesday. I got home close to 7 on both days.

On Monday, too, I went out with the cousins (7 of us in total) to Downtown East to Seoul Garden. We had a lot of fun :D Afterwards we went bowling. I sucked. I sucked bad. But that was awesome too, we fooled around ^_^ Then we took some jumpshot photos at the parking lot which was, of course, a lot of fun too. We got home at 11:15pm. Pretty late for my standards, heh :)

On Wednesday was our performance day, and we all had to wear our Raya outfits to school. Hehe :B I wore my first day dress. So despite the fact that the consent form stated that our normal lessons were to carry on after the celebrations, we didn't really have any studying at all. So it was awesome :D

I should tell you about our performance. The Sec 2s were required to do this marching thingy, sort of an opening for the whole celebration. We messed up a bit for the first performance (for secondary students) but I believe did better for the second (for primary students) despite the last minute changes which had practically everyone panicking. But overall the whole thing turned out to be a success and I'd like to thank the Sec 4s for helping us through this :D

After school on Wednesday, since we were all already in our Raya clothes, some of us decided to do a little visiting. To two houses only, mine and Farhanah's, but who cares it was fun ^^

So they all 88-ed with me home, it's been a while since the last time I went home with company D: Although all of us slept the whole journey... It was a run ride. HEH. :D

So they lepak'd at my hosue for a while then we headed for Farhanah's, where I brought along my DVD Niyang Rapik and we watched it there. Well I only watched the beginning as I had to leave early, but the rest of them went through the whole movie. Hehehehehe, Dian and Tho :ppp I got home late on this day too. At 9-ish?

On Thursday I had my dental appointment, along with 16 others in my class. 2 of them had theirs in the morning, but the rest of us had 1:30pm/3:30pm appointments, so we all left together. We checked out of school at 12noon. Unfortunately for me, my appointment was at 3:30 and they wouldn't let me in early because the place way packed. So I got in at 4. And got out at 5. Yes, I was in there for a whole hour.

When I was done, (my cubicle was at the very end of the room) I saw that every cubicle was empty and I was the last one out. When I got to the reception area, it was empty except for Dian, Fytt, Fitri, Aimi and Zaki who had been waiting for me to finish. Like awwwww right? ;) Thanks again ~ You guys had to wait for me for so long :( So again, I got home close to 7.

And today Firzanah had invited me and a few others to her open-house, and I was reluctant to go because she lived at Yishun. But I went anyway :)) Because Dian had brought her clothes to school, I invited her over to change at my house and we did. I wore a simple black dress because I couldn't be bothered dressing up for just one house at the other end of the country. HEHE.

Walking around Northpoint with Dian had been fun, too :DD Saw a lot of things that we both wanted. I don't think my Raya collection will cover the Adidas watch, Adidas bag, Converse sneakers and lomo camera that I plan to buy :/

So it was fun at Fir's house. Watched TV. And that's basically all that I did. Heheh. I left early cause I had to get home before Maghrib, but that didn't happen as my bus was late T.T I 39-ed home from Yishun Interchange and reached home at about 7:45.

Long story short, I had one thing or another going on for the whole of this week and had been coming home late. Which is something I'm not used to, having had to come home before 7 practically all my life. :B

There you go, a perfectly long post as an apology for being idle for two weeks. I don't think anyone reads my blog anymore now anyway, seeing that many have moved to Tumblr. Tumblr, which isn't exactly a blog for you to read, unlike good ol' Blogger. :)) I setia kepade blog I ini okay!

I should get going now. Will be going out again tomorrow. Wearing songket :) Good night!

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Love Love Love - FT Island

dontwantanending

2010-09-06T23:08:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So I've been meaning to update this blog for some time now but I've never had any time. I got a lot of good news though..

(1) My 1-week holiday is here! Finally. :)) (2) I got my Raya shoes this afternoon! Scroll down for a picture :) (3) Mama Nino & family arrived in Singapore this morning. Rumah dah kecoh, da feeling2 Raya! :DD (4) Speaking of Raya, it's this Friday! Whoa O.o time flies so fast. I'm not sure if I'm ready to leave Ramadhan yet, but I cant fast atm anyway so it really wouldn't make much of a difference... (5) MY BAJU RAYA IS READY!! Weeee. Fytt sms'd me this morning, I cant wait to see it!

Anyway. I have school on Wednesday, yay/nay? IDK. It's a rehearsal sorta thing, but I still don't know what we have on for our performance. Just pray that the Sec 2s will do our best no matter what we get told to do :)

I have a new blogskin idea on my mind, I just haven't gotten round to coding it. Really cant find the time. And I thought I'd be able to make time during the holidays... Lol.

I'm currently stuck watching videos of Avenged Sevenfold's concert in Singapore two years ago :((( It looked like such fun. And you can just hear the number of Malays there. Haha. I think 80% of the crowd was Malay. xD Haha the fans were really bad singers... BUT WHO CARES THEY WERE HAVNIG A WHOLE LOT OF FUN!! DD:

Argh I have such a headache. To sleep now. Till my next post :)

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Zacky's Surprise Song @ A7X's Concert in Singapore

desperate i will crawl

2010-08-29T23:32:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Ramadhan is flying by so fast ~ Before we know it, it'll be the 1st of Syawal already. :O Part of me cant wait, and part of me is not ready to leave Ramadhan behind.

On Friday kak Muslihah (chey kak seh haha!) bought for me Heaven and Earth's Ice Lemon Tea. HEHE JUST EXTRA UNNECESSARY INFO ~

I want to cut my hair before Raya. I don't care if it's not long enough yet, I'm getting so tired of it. Hehe :B

So just now we went to Johor to check out houses. So many pretty houses. I like. I want to decorate my own room. I know exactly how i want it to be. HEHE.

So the following week's gonna fly by fast, hopefully. Teachers' Day on Wednesday = NO SCHOOL! :D :D :D I hate that it's on a Wednesday though. Wednesdays are fast days. I like Wednesdays. Anyway... Then on Friday is Irsyad's Iftar! :D I cant wait, get to meet Nadiah Wak Tanjong again ^_^ eheh.

Then on Saturday Mama Nino and family will be coming, and the week after that is the September holidays! Then after that will be Hari Raya ~~ OMG. Time flies so fast! :O

Moving on. I found this YouTuber who made covers of Avenged Sevenfold songs woot woot! It's hard to find decent covers of their songs, and I finally found someone who isn't too shabby in her singing ^_^ Christina is forever better though. HEHE. This girl also made covers of Breaking Benjamin songs ohmygooood i love her :DD

I should stop talking now. Bye :) And good luck to all Sec 4s taking their STE oral tomorrow! ^_^

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Give Me A Sign - Breaking Benjamin

bettathaneva

2010-08-20T21:50:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I am back! The tests were all so-so, I'm gonna skip talking bout that.

1 - Abdud Dayyan. Singapore's best archer. He took part in the first YOG which is held in Singapore. He's the fourth medalist for yesterday's mixed games. He has that winning smile. He has another game tomorrow, the individuals. He has done Irsyad proud.

2 - Kranji War Memorial. The Sec 2s had our first excursion for the year today. It was to this war memorial. The place was phenomenal. To me, at least. There were over 24, 000 graves there. Despite the peace in the graveyard, it still managed to give me goosebumps. It had a depressing feel to it. I took many pictures, 80% of them are of headstones. Cool names, beautiful insignias, sweet memoriums. I just had to capture it all.

3 - Baju Raya. This year we got Fytt's mum to sew our baju raya ^_^ But me and my sisters are planning to buy another baju kurung.. I want to go to Geylang! It's been a while.

4 - Raya. For some reason, I just cant wait for Raya this year. Is it cause of the money? I duno. I just know that I cant wait to celebrate. Hehe. But of course the money plays a part in my anticipation for Raya, there are things that I have yet to buuuuy ~ Like Nightmare, to name one. I feel miserable that I haven't bought the album yet. :(

5 - Christina Grimmie. She is a YouTuber that I've been obsessing with for some time now. She has been spending her summer in California, where she's been getting some vocal training with a vocal coach. She also got a radio interview, and a magazine interview. She's beginning to receive all the publicity she deserves! I'm so proud of her :') I do hope that she won't stop making covers though. ^_^

I guess this marks the end of my post. Seeee yaaaaahhh. :D

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Don't Speak - No Doubt

recap~

2010-08-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Quick recap:

> Irsyad won first place for IMG Girls finals and second place for IMG Guys finals. 8D
> Ramadhan is to start in a couple of days! OMG. 8D
> So are our tests. Ermmm..
> I still have yet to buy Nightmare :(
> I will be on hiatus for two weeks, will be back next weekend. My tests finish on Wednesday sooo yeah.
> Ramadhan Mubarak everyone! ~

tonightwealldieyoung

2010-08-01T20:54:00.005+08:00

Assalamulaikum!

Heh so as you can see, I changed my blogskin. Been meaning to for a few weeks already, but as you know me.. Never satisfied with my own work. Heeeeh. My last was red-themed, this one blue, next one's probably gonna be in green. Haha well we'll see.

I have yet to put up the links, it will be up, just not yet. Still searching for different ways to put it up as I want to keep my navbar as compact as possible. Soooo.. yeah :)

Yesterday was our IMG Girls Athletics. At first I was feeling so lethargic that I actually thought of not going, but I dragged myself to the toilet at 430am anyway. After getting ready and all, I left the house with my sister at 545am and met Farhanah and Siti Nad at Tampines. Trained to Clementi (IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I TOOK THE MRT OMG WOW) then at Clementi we waited for Ain. Then we (stupidly) walked to the stadium.

I wont tell you what happened from the beginning till the end, but I'm proud to tell you that Irsyad only placed 3rd, 2nd and 1st! Never 4th and below. :D We got 3rd only once, the rest 2nd and 1st, but mostly 1st. Haha I screamed and cheered like there was no tomorrow! Also, Irsyad got 1st overall :D Cant wait for next week, when we'll FINALLY know the winner!

Who's gonna win, gonna win, gonna win? We're gonna win, gonna win, gonna win!

Ok so then after the games I trained home with Farhanah, Siti Nad, Fasihah, and our new friend Nadiah ^_^ She's from Wak Tanjung, best oi bual dengan de. Pelat S & R de :p hehehehehe. So they went to eat at Tampines and I continued home cause I needed to bathe and go out again afterwards.

So I was in a malas mood that day. I bathed, then put on just a shirt and a vest and jeans. To Marina Bay Sands. Haha big mistake or what, I felt out of place, every shop there was branded. Lol anyway went to the iPhone 4 convention with my sister, she got her iPhone 4 and we walked around Sands. Then went home. I didn't have a proper meal the whole day, hooray ~

Today was such a lazy day so there isn't much to talk about all I did was lay around like a lazy dog all day uh yeah that's about it oh and my whole body aches from all the jumping I did on Saturday it felt like I ran the whole race instead of them hahaha nah I'm just kidding I didn't run at all but cheering was fun too though hehehe. Oh and my voice is back, I hate hate hate that. I want rocker voice. Hahaaa.

Ok HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY M. SHADOWS! :DDDDDD

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Save Me - Avenged Sevenfold

nightmare!

2010-07-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I have officially downloaded the whole Avenged Sevenfold - Nightmare album *shootsself* I just couldn't help it! I actually planned on going to HMV after IMG tomorrow to get the album but then I checked HMV Singapore's FaceBook page and they said that the record label informed them that Nightmare's release date for Singapore has been delayed till next week. I. WAS/IS/AM/ARE/WERE. DEPRESSED.

Soooo... I resulted to YouTube. Thank God leaks were already posted. (ergh, I feel awful doing this) So I downloaded the songs, but I have yet to listen to them carefully and observe the lyrics. And whatever, I'm gonna buy the album when it comes out anyway. The impatient part of me just HAD to listen to the album first. Heh :)

I got my new specs last Sunday, am comfortable with them now :))) Me likey likey. Hehe.

I might be getting the iPhone with my sister tomorrow... Who knows. ~mixedfeelings

Uhh, good luck to all female runners tomorrow. You can do it, Irsyad! :)

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: My thoughts, and thoughts, and thoughts.

3 more days!!

2010-07-24T21:52:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

HELLO :D Today is boring i did not go anywhere had plans to go Johor but i was too lazy had plans to watch the badminton game at Junied but mummy didn't let me so i stayed home looking at clothes online all day, yes my life is pathetic.

Yesterday was a better day though, in the morning we had our Racial Harmony Day celebrations and it was the best we've ever had in the new building 8D The performances were all so amazing, dah sampai standard ex ex ex ex Sec 5 ^_^ The performances had us all laughing throughout the whole event, it was truly our funnest celebration ever~

Choral speaking by the Sec 3 girls, dikir barat by the Sec 3 boys, a sajak by a few Sec 4 boys, a sketch by Sec 5 Cordova, another choral speaking by Sec 5 Bukhara, and another sketch by Sec 5 Andalusia. All the upper-secondary students got to perform. I loved the ending of Sec 5 A's sketch, when they got us all to stand up and sing the National Anthem. It was so cool :D It was like, the first time I ever saw everyone standing up all at once in the auditorium. Heh heh.

After school some of the secondary students (even though all [without extra classes] were required to) stayed back and practised our cheers for IMG. IT WAS FUN 8D We cheered like there was no tomorrow. Me, Tho, Fytt, Dian, Fitri and Sri were like in a hyper mood so we stood at the back shouting like crazy. Haha. Balek je suare serak. :D

Homework: Malay project (the poster for our [imaginary] Student Lounge) and English project (make a video about our Racial Harmony Day celebration). My group has got all the rules done for our Malay project, just gotta do the poster. And we're waiting for people to upload the pictures from our celebration on Facebook, already got the videos from Cikgu Is :D

If we have any other homework, please conveniently forget to remind me, thanks. My excuse will be "I forgot and nobody reminded me". Haha okay I'm kidding.

IRSYAD TAKRAW BOYS WERE DISQUALIFIED FROM THE GAME D: THIS IS MUCH MUCH SADDENING. And the badminton girls got third place for both senior and junior. Now we're depending on our athletics, hopefully we can score! :D

THREE MORE DAYS TO #THEA7XNIGHTMARE! Gonna play with HTML now. BYE :D

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Welcome To The Family - Avenged Sevenfold

#thea7xnightmare

2010-07-18T22:06:00.004+08:00

Assalaamualaikum.

Heh hi :D So it seems that a lot of people don't feel like going to school tomorrow.. I'm one of them. :) I just feel so lethargic right now, seems like the Monday Blues are kicking in early.

I think it's mostly because of our Mukhayyam last Friday-Saturday. I didn't get to go home to change as the Student Leaders had a meeting after school and I wouldn't be able to get home and back to school in time, so I had to bring my stuff to school in the morning. >.<

This Mukhayyam, I guess, was quite enjoyable, for some reason. Haha. It was also my batch's first time to get our study time at night, because on our previous Mukhayyams our Munajat time exceeded till 11, and it was lights out afterwards. So yeah, I like studying at night :D

Me and Tho thought it would be boring at first since Dian and Fytt had to go for CPR rehearsals or something at that time, but Eleena, Masturah, Jannah and (one more I forgot who) joined us. For what reason I don't know, tapi best ah. Haha. Klaka.

I MALAS NAK GY SKOLA BESOK D: (random)

Soooo 9 days left to #THEA7XNIGHTMARE! I cant wait~ I've been thinking of pre-odering the album so I can get it on the day itself but I have no idea where to pre-order it in Singapore! Ergh lucky Americans. I just hope I can find a trusted website before 27th July T.T I've read review after review on the album and now I'm mega excited for it to be released! If I cant pre-order it then I'm gonna have to find a leaked link to download it. Whatever lah, I'm gonna buy the album anyway. I just HAVE to listen to it on the day it comes out. >.<

Then on the 28th I'm getting my new specs, insyaAllah :DD The typical, black rectangular half-framed. Haha, black is just the easiest to match with anything ^_^ My right eye's degree increased by 100. wowowow. The lady said I'll feel giddy for a few days after wearing my new specs because my degree is quite high, and I still feel giddy from wearing those huge "specs" they use when trying to find out our degree. Pening pening pening pening. Heh.

Okla my rambling = over. Bye!

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Nothin On You + Hey Soul Sister (Mash-up) - Sam Tsui ft. Ahmir

bohemian rhapsody

2010-07-10T15:05:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I feel the need to change my blog's URL, it's been this link for some time now and I'm getting tired of it, haha. It also mostly has to do with my newfound admiration for Zacky <3 Heee :D

So Avenged Sevenfold put up a second teaser for Nightmare's Music Video, another 19 seconds of pure awesomeness :D Here are the two videos:

In case you don't already know, the music video takes place in an asylum. The scene where Syn (haha scene where Syn haha okay diam) was banging his bleeding head on the door was so awww~ heeeeh.

Yknow when I come to think of it, I don't really have much to talk about. And my tagboard has been so silent these days. The last tag was on 17th June LOL what a fail. I feel like changing my blogskin. But I have no idea what type of skin I want now. I feel like being more active on tumblr but hmmmmm. Last night I dreamt I had my own room and oh God that room was amazing, I can still remember how it looked like. Heh *end of random paragraph*

I'm having a headache. I'm planning to memorise Fiqh and Qur'an tonight. Byebye :D

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Bohemian Rhapsody - Vocal Adrenaline

sour cream and onion pringles ~

2010-07-05T17:02:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Heyyo~ So it's Youth Day today, a holiday for us youths... (insert blinking Captain Obvious marquee here) I woke up with a sore throat and believe me, I was in no mood to do anything. But I got up anyway.

Yesterday we went to Johor again to eat. Well, I didn't, but I finally got my Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice cream! :D I had been craving for it ~ And now I'm craving for it again. >.<

The day before, we had our Haflah cum Student Leader Investiture. Only selected students had to attend this, and I happened to be one of them. No, not as a prize winner (insert sad-face hereeeeee) but as a student leader. I have to admit, I enjoyed the day despite not doing much :D

On Saturday night I went to watch Eclipse with the family ^_^ It wasn't as great as I expected though, I'll give it a 7/8 out of 10. Too much talking? I don't know. I cant put my finger on it, but the first of the saga was the best. And I cant recall the second one. Heh heh I'm looking forward to Harry Potter in November though :D :D :D (Change of subjects)

Right now I'm craving Sour Cream & Onion Pringles. I'm always craving that. I asked my maid to buy me a tube when she went to the market but she said she couldn't find any anywhere, how saaad~ :( Why don't they have a delivery service for Pringles or something. I'm desperately desperate. (redundance for the win)

I'm bored... I think I want to study now. Bye :)
Oh and in case he ever reads this, yesterday happened to be Fadhil's brithday sooo.. Happy belated birthday. Heh.

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Patience - Take That

oh oh oh my gosh

2010-06-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

School tomorrow; not prepared. What is there to prepare for, really? Ahah. I'm just looking forward to next weekend.. (School hasn't even started yet and I'm already looking forward to our next break. Heh)

So we did go to Johor this morning, did a lot of shopping and we're thinking of going there again soon :D wehehe.

I THINK I NEED TO SLEEP NOW, HAHA BYE :D P/S I may not be updating for some time.. or IDK. Haha never believe what I say when it comes to updating. Heh heh ^_^

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Summer Pop Medley - Sam Tsui

school?

2010-06-26T17:37:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Last day of holidays — that's what's on everyone's minds these days. It's tomorrow! That one question will be asked over and over: What to bring? Even after many first days of school, that question may never have a definite answer. Nothing? Just stationeries? Notebooks? School books? :/

Moving on, next Friday will be my class' turn. Our Arabic Programme! I just hope it will be postponed for one reason or another so that we'll have more time to prepare. We had all forgotten about it during the holidays. >.<

So anyway. My parents said we'll be going to Johor tomorrow. Sooowwww laaayyyyzeeeee. Seriously. But if we'll be doing some shopping thennnn... ;D Hehe.

My MP3 player is pissing me off. I'm trying to upload songs but all of the uploads failed. Ergh. Bila mau dapat iPhone niiiii~ I just discovered a new application that MysteryGuitarMan made, where we can watch secret videos and will be notified everytime he posts a new video on YouTube, that I really want to download! :D

The picture below is a screenshot from Alejandro's music video. DOESN'T THAT GUY LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME AS M. SHADOWS?? I know I've mentioned this, like, everywhere but it still amazes me how similar they look. Heh :)

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Miss Murder - AFI

video editing workshop

2010-06-23T21:15:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Haha hie :D I know, I've been neglecting this blog for over a week. Hehe sorry. I'd been meaning to post on Monday but I kept postponing it to Tuesday, and on that day I was too caught up doing this video for a workshop. It's some Video Editing workshop for the exco members of our Broadcasting Club, plus a few others. Overall the workshop was quite enjoyable :DD

Oh oh and my group won first place for our video ^_^ The theme was to make a video to sort of promote Irsyad, and, well, we won. Haha. I guess my sleeping at 3am to edit the video paid off ;) We seriously didn't expect to win because the guys' group had and awesome video. Well everyone had awesome videos, for beginners :)

So in the midst of watching our videos, Mdm B made a few announcements. One was that the Broadcasting Club might get our own Youtube channel (wowowowow).. And the next announcement was what made all of us go "AWWWWWW NOOOOOO"~ She told us that the videos we'd spent the past three days on will be shown on the canteen TVs. Ahahhh buat malu jeeee kalau de play pt canteen! Seriously. Haha.

I don't think I'm ready for school to reopen. :/

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Underwater Firebreather - Moriah & Christina

flood at orchard!

2010-06-16T15:01:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So, I assume that everyone has heard of the flood at Orchard Road. Reading Singaporeans' comments on the flood is really quite amusing, a lot more amusing than the flood itself! There were comments such as "YOG swimming pools!", "Yahoooooo.... Let's go swimming and catch some fish" and "more water to make into NEWater!" Haha seriously, I could spend all day reading such comments.

Of course, I do pity the people stuck at Orchard Road right now. Read this, what a contradiction to this incident! XD

I'm fasting today, yay yay yay :D I had fries and nuggets for Sahur. Haha (tak penting) and nenek said she'll make Mee Goreng tonight ^_^ hehe! I'm happy.

So I found out about this band called Quick Quick Danger through Muhammad's Facebook, they're a local band and they're amazing! I'm listening to one of their songs right now. Seriously, how can they NOT be signed? I would not have even guessed that they were a local. Here's a link to their Facebook page.

I think I'll go dig up some books to read now and just wait for Maghrib. Hehe!

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Strikeout - Quick Quick Danger

430!

2010-06-14T14:35:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So as you can see from the title, this is my 430th post ;D I'm supposed to be fasting today but I forgot to wake up for sahur :( So sorry, Izza. IDK if I'll be fasting tomorrow or not cause I got plans, and I still dont know if I can attend the reunion or not. So.. Sorry Syaza. :(

I seriously need to stop eating whenever I get bored. I checked my weight at the airport yesterday (the weighing machine I have at home is spoilt >.<") and it was somewhere between 53 - 54 kilograms. Ergh. I know it's probably the ideal weight for me but please, can I stay at 50-ish? :(

So yeah, speaking of the airport, my parents and brothers flew off to Bandung yesterday for a week. After waving them off me and sisters went to Burger King to eat, where my eldest sister found out on her iPod that Taufik had posted the instructions to a contest that he put up, with those signed keychains he got from Korea as the prize. The three of us immediately entered the competition where we had to name the song titles to 10 random lyrics he took out of his songs.

We went crazy, singing the lyrics and exclaiming the song name when we figured them out. We were on full panic mode, wanting to win it so much, haha! If we don't there's always Contest 2 with the signed teddy bear as the prize ;) hehehe.

I am so bored at home right now, seriously. I've been watching Christina's videos on YouTube and I'm in love with her, haha. She has the hair I've always wanted and her voice is ah-mazing. Aaaaand I found out through her formspring that she likes Avenged Sevenfold! It cant get any better than this. Haha!

I've also been seriously thinking of getting the iPhone instead of the W705, particularly because I came across this:

How can I NOT get the iPhone now?! Haha. So currently I'm just waiting for my parents to get home... Hehe.

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: The Way That I Loved You - Ashanti

just another heartache

2010-06-11T13:32:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday was our class outing and seriously I can't be bothered typing out what happened. It was fun and we all enjoyed ourselves. We got pit number 23C :D Last year we got pit number 21C. On Faten's birthday barbeque, she got pit 22C. Haha next year we're gonna try get 24C :D

Soooo an hour or so ago Mama Nino & family left for home. The house is quiet now :( And their next trip to Singapore would probably be during Raya. Hmm..

Which reminds me! I'm planning to start fasting next week with Izza. I cant wait. Eheh :D

I cant believe we have another 2 weeks of holiday. (-_-)zZz My room is, like, infected with ants. Especially around my desk area. There's always a trail of ants on the wall next to it. I shudder every time I think of the ants. I have frequent spraying frenzies every day, there's a whole pile of dead ants on my desk right now. And on the floor. I'm using my laptop at the dining table right now because the sight just disgusts me. >.<

Moving on, last night all the air-conditioners at my house broke down. What luck -.-" I was the only one who wasn't asleep at the time, it was around 1am. The air-con in my room made some sort of chugging sound, then it just stopped working. A few minutes later it turned itself back on, and then it broke down again. I decided to leave it, but at 2am I was crazy sweating, and went to my grandmother's room. Air-con also not working. Mum's room, not working. I was so frustrated that noone seemed to realise the intense heat they were sleeping in. -.-

At about 330-ish am my sister woke up and brought the huge fan from our living room in. I was still sweating but I guess it was better than nothing.

I'm downloading old songs now. Just check out what's currently playing on my media player! "I don't want to know the lover at my door, is just another heartache on my list."

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Lonely No More - Rob Thomas

nightmare on elm street

2010-06-07T14:16:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday was awesome :D Went to Vivo with the family and daddy actually gave me and my sisters $300 to spend JUST AT COTTON ON. We went crazy, grabbing everything in sight :D Summore with the 50% off deal! It was heaven on earth :))))

We also went to Page One (where I couldn't find ANY interesting book at all >.<) where I found the Kerrang! issue featuring Avenged Sevenfold! :DDDD I swear, I was on high, squealing like an idiot. The issue was out on 22nd May and there were only 2 copies left on the racks ~~ Seriously, best day ever. Hehe ^_^

Last night after me and sisters finished watching the first season of Psych, we decided to watch Nightmare on Elm Street. Hideously gory movie. o.o I think I know why the movie is M18. Nyahaha. Disgusting yet EPIC movie. 5/5 :D The hanging ending was pretty frustrating though, but I couldn't have thought of a better ending lol. THE ENDING MADE ME SCREAM NYEHEH (however, I was the only one who kept screaming throughout the movie. my sisters have no expressions -.-" hahaha) Go watch!

So at night me and my sister slept on mattresses on the floor with my brother. Scared? No. I don't know why actually, haha. We just did. Been a long time since I last slept on the floor :D

Mama Nino and family will be coming over today! I cant wait, no more silent days wehehe :D

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Brompton Cocktail - Avenged Sevenfold

avenged sevenfold ^_^

2010-06-03T13:55:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hello :D So I had the weirdest BUT AWESOMEST dream EVA last night, I dreamt that I got to meet Synyster Gates (!!!!!!!) Okay well, not only Syn, but the whole of Avenged Sevenfold hehehe :D It was cool cause it was the first time I can actually remember feeling in a dream. Like, when you touch something and you feel its texture? Or when you feel coldness and heat? Not like feeling emotion kind of feeling. I remember feeling the warmth of Syn's hand when he shook mine and I was like aaaaaahhhhhhh~ inside! Hehe ^__^

Also, in that dream, I watched Zacky Vengeance do.. Okay don't laugh. I watched him do mathematical equations LOLOLOLOL! I mean like, they say that Zacky is the brains of Avenged Sevenfold, always the smarty. But I really didn't expect to see him doing equations in my dream i mean like COME ON he could be doing so many other awesome things like PLAY THE GUITAR TO SAY THE LEAST, and of all things for me to dream of, I dreamt of him doing math. -_-" Haha. But whatever :D

I swear, they were hotter than ever in my dream. I want to dream of them again!!!!

I think my over-obsession over Avenged Sevenfold for the past few days is the cause of this. This past week all I've been doing is watch every single behind-the-scenes video of A7X that I can find on YouTube, and honestly, I think I've watched them all o.o cause I cant seem to find any more new videos haha! After clearing out all the videos on YouTube, I downloaded every single Avenged Sevenfold song from Sounding The Seventh Trumpet, Waking The Fallen and City Of Evil. Heh heh *fanatic*

Anyway, in total there are 5 confirmed track titles on their next album Nightmare: Nightmare, So Far Away (the first song EVER to be written by my Synyster Gates ♥), Danger Line, God Hates Us (the song, they say, is the darkest ever on this album) and Fiction. I cant wait to hear Fiction :D There's also an 11-minute song on the album that they keep teasing the fans about, and I CANT WAIT TO HEAR THAT TOO! ^_^

I just realised that this post is jam-packed with Avenged Sevenfold. I'm sorry. I have no life. (: Will write a proper post tomorrow (don't count on it)... If you don't consider this a "proper post". Hehe.

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Burn It Down - Avenged Sevenfold

do you like that?

2010-06-01T17:25:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I'm not gonna talk about Faten's barbeque because I have forgotten all about it. HAHA. Takdelah. Malas lah nak citekan. Hehe. But it was fun and the food was delicious :)

I'm thinking of fasting next week. Why next week? Cause Izza wants to start fasting next week. I need a friend to fast with. Heh heh. 8 days to qada', Izza is lucky with only 4 days. >.< I hope I wont get my period this Ramadhan. Or at least for less than a week. Because I hate getting my period. Okay. TMI.

My blog is boring. Seriously. That's why nobody ever reads it. I don't see any tags, which is causing me to assume that I have no readers. Either I have no readers, or my blog is too boring to be tagged. Nyah. MTV is my best friend. Bye.

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: The Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin

you're my ecstacy

2010-05-28T12:03:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hello blog, bloggers and bloghoppers of the world. I've been wanting to post since two days ago but I kept postponing, and I shall not postpone anymore. :)

So, last Wednesday was our last day of school and I have to admit it was pretty draggy compared to Tuesday. We had our inter-house games in the morning. *puts on a whatever face* I really am starting to hate CCA because of how much some of my team members seem to take the games seriously. I mean, for heaven's sake, it's just a game. You don't have to play it like your life depends on it. Winning isn't everything, what's so wrong with losing every once in a while? God. -_-" Wind is the best, Wind will always win, Wind always comes first, blah blah blah. Stop it seh. I guess you can now see why I'm always so anti-social during our games.

Moving on! We were supposed to clean the class or something like that at noon, but HAHA nobody did. I slept. Was talking with Fytt Tho Dian Fitri until I fell asleep. (haha boleh eh gitu) Woke up when we were supposed to go to the auditorium for a talk. Sorry beb, I save my money using my own method. Nyeheh.

On Tuesday we had this Maths Trail thing, an amazing race around the school. Boleh tahan fun lah. Haha. We also had a Mukhayyam Sirah thing. Was fun & funny. ^__^ So, I enjoyed myself on Tuesday more than I did on Wednesday. Huhu.

Will be going for Faten's birthday barbeque later on today at ECP. Hope the place won't smell. Haha. Which reminds me, Happy 14th Birthday Faten! :)

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Get Down - Backstreet Boys

hunger for shopping

2010-05-24T16:36:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hello! I'm back and hotter than ever. Chey takdela, Singapore yang hotter than ever. Haha. Melaka was fun, but it's great to be home ^__^ I accidentally left my bantal busuk at home anyway. I didn't realise until at night before going to sleep. >.<

So we did go shopping, yeay, I bought two vests and I love them. :D I know that doesn't seem like much, but haha we went there for one night, what do you expect? :p

I'm bored. I wanna go out. I cant wait for Faten's barbeque. Haha. I want to watch The Last Song. I want to see how much Miley killed the story. I want to get a Chocolate Cream Chip fom Starbucks. I wanna get new shoes. I'm hungry. But I want to sleep.

Anybody knows where I can get Avenged Sevenfold merch in Singapore? Please let me know!

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: What Goes Around... Comes Around - Alesana

fiction

2010-05-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hello! I'm happy :) cause I'll be going to Melaka tomorrow with the family. I cant wait, I wanna go shopping! Heh heh. ^___^ I'm also happy cause we only have 2 days of school left! :D Tak sabar. Hehe.

“I hope it’s worth it, whats left behind me. I know you’ll find your own way when I'm not with you tonight.” The last line from one of the songs on Avenged Sevenfold's latest album, Nightmare. The song title is Fiction, originally titled Death. Jimmy Sullivan finished writing this song three days before he died. He'd said to M. Shads that he had given his all in making the album and he had mentioned something about it being his final song, and at the time, M. just dismissed that last comment without thinking anything bad would happen.

Three days later when Jimmy passed away, the members listened to Death again and they'd said it was like Jimmy's last goodbye. They changed the name to Fiction because Jimmy had mentioned that his whole life had been like just a fiction book. How sad. I feel like crying listening to the interview. :'(

I want to sleep now. Very sleepy. I slept during Hadith just now, what a great nap that was. One hour of rest. Haha. When I woke up, the boys were like, "Sedap tido, Naad?" Haha yes guys, it was a very peaceful sleep. Haha.

Will be back on Sunday everyone :) Goodnight!

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Leave Right Now - Will Young
No picture, sorry, hehe.

as your nightmare comes to liiiife

2010-05-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

The wait was so worth it. Now comes the wait for their next album!
Avenged Sevenfold Fo(REV)er \m/

adidas fever!

2010-05-17T13:10:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hello! I almost forgot to update my blog today. Heh heh gotta get used to blogging again! :)

SOOO. I lost the USB cable to my MP4 player. That thing is as small (or short) as the player itself. >.< Surprisingly, however, the USB to our DSLR fits perfectly. Haha! :D

Last Saturday I went to the night market at Pasiris MRT with the family. I bought an Adidas perfume. Hah hah. Yesterday morning we went to Century Square and I bought an Adidas sling bag! *Adidas fever* haha ^__^ The shoes at the end of my post, are they HOT OR WHAT? :DD

TOMORROWWWW. Nightmare - Avenged Sevenfold will be released! :DDDDD I dont care, even if I have to buy it off of iTunes, I'm gonna get that single. And hopefully that one song will last for two months until their album comes out. Ahhh ~ I cant wait! :D

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Hurt - Christina Aguilera

raindrops on roses

2010-05-14T16:19:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Ahaaaa I miss blogging! Hello hello :) So my exams are over, *sigh of relief* and I can finally sleep without an alarm clock now! Marking days are on Monday and Tuesday, which means students don't have to come to school. I'm missing school already. Hahah. (weird girl)

My Academic papers were... Do-able. They weren't hard, but they weren't easy either. Haha. My Ukhrawi papers were easy, actually, if I'd memorised everything properly. I'd wanted to kill myself over Hadith today, seriously, it was the exact same as this worksheet Ustazah had given us. If I'd spent my time memorising that worksheet instead of memorising everything else that didn't come out... I would've gotten full marks.

But my overall comment for all our papers: Oh well, it's over so too bad. Heh heh.

Next week we'll be having a... Student Leaders' Day? Or something like that. It's been a long time since I've been to an excursion, mainly because our school hasn't been having any. Well this outing will be on a Saturday and because of that I cant be bothered. (haha kidding) But I don't really have a choice, do I? Heeeh.

Moving on! Avenged Sevenfold will be releasing the first single off their next album next Tuesday and I'm counting off every ticking second! They'd posted a 30-second preview on their website and it sounds aweeeesoooomeeee. I'm happy for the fact that I hear a bit of screaming vocals in the song, not as much as before, but enough to keep me pumped up for next Tuesday. :D Their album will be out on the 27th of July, but only God knows when it'll come out in Singapore >.<

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! At The Disco

heh heh :)

2010-05-14T11:43:00.004+08:00

Some people celebrate by going out with their friends.

Some people celebrate by lepaking like there's no tomorrow.

I'm celebrating by doing the one thing I do best. Sleeping. Without a care in the world.

Happy End Of MYEs everyone! :)

fourteen

2010-04-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself, may my fourteenth year be better than my thirteenth.

Wish me luck for my examinations. :) This is an automated post.

hiatus

2010-04-12T00:06:00.001+08:00

Sorry to disappoint you readers, but I'll be back after my examinations have ended, somewhere around the end of this month, or something. Keep my tagboard running! And don't forget my birthday ;) Hint: 17 more days!

Pray for me that I'll do well in my Mid-Years, and I'll come back with an update as soon as I get back online :) Salam, NaaDear.

eight days

2010-04-11T14:07:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Interviewer: What types of super-powers would you want if you could have them?
The Rev: I’d like to be invisible so I could kill Johnny.
Johnny: I’d want to be invisible so the Rev couldn’t find me.

Hahaha :) Hi everyone. How's your day so far? I'm spending mine looking up cute A7X quotes and doing homework. I'm craving Starbucks right now. Hmmmmmmm. Why doesn't Starbucks have a delivery service? :(

Okay soooo, 18 more days to my birthday! Haha :D 8 more days to Nabiha's, and I still don't know what to get for her!! She wants something Kat-tun or News related, only God knows how confused I am. What in heaven's name are those two? Hahaha. Sorry, I no japanese freak ok. :)

My mind's completely blank right now. Maybe I'll edit this post tonight. No promises. Heh. P/S I want the jacket that Syn and Zacky are wearing in the photo below!

"I think you gotta have balls to be an Avenged fan sometimes. A lot of our fans get hated on just as much as us. To me Avenged fans aren't just fans of a band, they are fans of everything that surrounds it, like a life style. We live it, you live it. You go to the shows and you can feel it. It's a great experience and people that aren't involved will never understand. So they can stand on the side lines and talk, but we will continue to do just what makes us happy." - M Shads. I love you.

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Never Say Never - The Fray

twenty days!

2010-04-09T21:58:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

This past week has been.. Well, the only word I can think of right now is humid. I miss cold rainy days :( We've been having sweatbaths every day in school, the heat is unbearable T.T However, I did get my favourite bus just now. The old 88 with the peachy slightly-reclined seats and really cold air-conditioner :D It also rained on the way home just now, Alhamdulillah! I had been sweating like hail!

So the S2-S4 guys were collecting donations for Masjid Hasanah today, which meant.. All-girls class for the whole day! Or so we thought. Umair wasn't allowed to go. And in the end a few others didn't go either. Khalis, Hayy, Mu'az.. Cant remember the rest. Haha. It was fun because we didn't do much studying today. English was spent watching videos. We were allowed to do our own revision during Science. And we had to do a tamrin for Hadith. :)

Shows I'm following: Glee, Paris Hilton My New BFF 2. Both shows are getting quite intense! First-part finale for Glee, Top 3 Finalists for My New BFF. Ahh! I can barely contain my excitement. The next Glee episode will be jam-packed with mounds of drama.. Then it's the last episode! After that comes the wait for the second season. :( Me and my sister got so fed up with the suspense on My New BFF that we wiki'd the results :X ahah! Won't tell you who the winner is, but I'm content with the results :) I'd wanted him to win, either him or Alena but she's out so.. Yeah. ^__^

Right now I'm watching a rerun of anugeraHitz.sg :) I never get tired watching Taufik! Hehe.

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Without You - Hinder

good sunday

2010-04-04T16:21:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So OMG, the number of homework we have is O.O After asking a few of my classmates, these are our homeworks:

I know, I have no life doing all this, and you guys are probably gonna kill me for keeping update on our homework like some Teacher's-Pet-Freak. Oh well. This isn't just a reminder for my classmates, it's a reminder for me too. Cause I refresh my blog every few hours. (You can see how desperate I am for more readers, ahaha. I really am a freak. :/)

My laptop's been acting like whack lately. Pfft screw it. I have homework to do! And I'm sick. Sore throat (I guess from over-laughing last Thursday during the last hour of school when ustaz gave us a free period. And from screaming like crazy yesterday night whenever I caught a single glimpse of Taufik Batisah on Anugerah Hitz.sg. ^^) + Runny nose. Hate hate hate!

Anyway, speaking of Anugerah, I'd like to congratulate Taufik Batisah for winning 6 out of 7 awards! :D YOU ROCK TAUFIK AND YOU ALWAYS WILL. ^___^ (Okay so I highly doubt that Taufik reads my blog, but what the heck, what if one day he does? ;) )

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Paranoid (Black Sabbath Cover) - Avenged Sevenfold

it's april baby!

2010-04-03T12:44:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I keep thinking today's a Sunday. It's not, so yay! I went out to Toa Payoh with the family yesterday, we'd planned to go to Botanical Gardens but that didn't happen. Oh well.

I'm currently reading Saving Juliet by Suzanne Selfors. I'd let Fytt read it before me and she said it was an awesome book, but I haven't really been setting aside much time to finish the book. Or maybe I'm just not making an effort to finish it. Hmm. I still want How Starbucks Saved My Life by Michael Gates Grill. I saw the book once at a bookstore but I didn't get it. I keep searching for it at other bookstores but have yet to find it. :(

I read in Alex Evans' blog two days ago that he was going to close it down. He'd said, "i don’t find any interest in writing this blog anymore." Taufik had also tweeted that he was going to delete his Twitter account and Facebook fanpage. I cant believe I was enough of a sucker to fall for their April Fools' pranks. :$ Guess that's what fangirlism does to you, huh? Haha.

I'm thinking of shortening my weekly posts. I feel that my excessively long posts are the reason why I dont have that many readers (or so I think). I just sort of get lost in my own world when I start typing. Ahah.

Salam, NaaDear. Now Playing: Almost Easy - Avenged Sevenfold

birthdays!

2010-03-28T18:51:00.013+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

<< (27th March) Happy Birthday Fitriana Maisarah Nordin! Your birthday present is on it's way.. ;) I know you read my blog so you'd better tag ok. ^^ And sorry, I cant find any other picture of us. :)

<< (28th March) Happy Birthday Faathimah Ath-Thoohiroh Alpan Masuri! Hope you love your present. Well, I know you love your present. x) Tag too!

May Allah bless you both today, tomorrow, and on all the days to come.

The past week at school was fun :D S4A's Arabic Programme was.. Well, funny. And their kompang was nice :D Except for the part where they messed up the ending.. Haha! x) Last Friday too S2B had our first class eating session together ^_^ (BTW I translated "sesi makan-makan" word-for-word, I know "eating session" sounds stupid. Haha)

We'd planned everything on Thursday. Pretty last-minute, I know, but our lunch turned out pretty well! On Friday morning me and Tho felt that we had more than enough drinks (11 1.5L bottles S2B WIN!) and many snacks, but not enough heavy food. So we decided to surprise the class by getting Ustazah to order us pizza! We rushed to the teachers' office and it didn't take much to convince Ustazah into buying. We'd set a budget, 100 bucks, but we only spent 92 bucks for 6 boxes. (:

Ustazah was pretty cool with it all. She and Tho ordered the pizzas during recess and they arrived 15 minutes before Hadith lesson ended. Perfect timing ^^ So as Tho prepared the pizzas at the canteen, I returned to class and returned to the canteen with the rest. The boys were like, "Eh, pizza ni ktrg pny?" "Sape order pizza ni?" Haha, it was awesome :D

So the lunch was a success! At the same time, S1B (i think) S5B and S5C were having their class lunches too. Cool ^^

After school, the Student Leaders had a meeting. Me and Tho went to tell Hafiz that if the meeting was long we'd have to leave early and rush home to change & pack for our Mukhayyam and he said okay. The meeting didn't last long though, it ended around 2.30 and we both left immediately. I bathed, packed, wrapped Tho's birthday present, and rushed back to school. Arrived just in the nick of time, haha. Surrendered my phone, registered, the usual.

The mukhayyam was fun. Nothing special, but fun. Didn't eat dinner cause I was still full from our class lunch. At night it was hard to sleep because Fytt and Tho were talking beside me and Tho kept disturbing meeee. Hahaha. At 12am Dian woke me up and I wished Fytt happy birthday. De step tgh tdo. Pdhal tgh dgr MJ12. Krg asam pny budak. Haha. Then I went back to sleep.

Woke up for Qiyam. Surprisingly, I wasn't sleepy during Tahajjud Prayers but I was during Subuh Prayers. Haha. During the talk after Subuh, we were told not to sleep, but a lot of girls did anyway. I distracted myself by digging through Fytt's wallet, but that didn't help much. Eheh.

Went back up, bathed, packed, assembled, went to canteen. We had to help out for the P1 Open House and our duty was supposed to start at 8am but were told that the food was scheduled to arrive at 10am, so we lepak'd at Muhajirin in the meantime. Tho, Fytt, Dian and Fitri did.. Well, I don't know what they did, because I slept after camwhoring a bit. Haha! I borrowed Dian's pillow, and slept kt tengah2 dunie. Ni kes da penat sgt2. Hehe.

Woke up, ran errands with Tho all day, it was tiring! Went from 1st Level (Meeting Room) to 3rd Level (Canteen) to 4th Level (Teachers' Room), continuously throughout the day. Mane tk penat? Haha. At least we were given the permission to use the lift. Yay!

Helped prepare the food for the students, manned the coupon stand at the canteen, prepared the food for the VIPs, was supposed to serve the VIPs too but Ustazah said she'd let the experienced SLs do that (THANK GOD!), washed the dishes after the VIP lunch was over, it's more tiring than it seems. Haha.

I woke up at 2pm this morning because I'm awesome. \m/

Salam, NaaDear.
Same questions we keep asking, won't hear the answers cause we're scared of what we'll find.

instigate

2010-03-19T15:04:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

# I'm in search of a new blogskin, or maybe I'll make one, I'll see if I have the time.
# I still have a mountain of homework to do.
# Holidays are going by too fast :(

I cant wait for next week, the start of a new term!

Thursday → Our Science Aha!
Friday → Sec4A's Arabic Programme
Friday & Saturday → S2 & S3 Mukhayyam
Saturday → Fytt's Birthday! (I have your present ready :P)
Sunday → Tho's Birthday! (I have your present ready :P)

Speaking of all these birthdays, I suddenly cant wait for mine. Haha x) I also cant wait for June Holidays, Ramadhan and Syawal. And Inter-Mad Games. And Sports Day. I cant wait for many things. Haha ^^

P/S I don't think I can participate in any events during Sports Day cause I don't attend the trainings. It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I don't have any shoes, plus YCK is so far and I keep having to leave trainings early so as to reach home before Maghrib. :(

I want to write like him someday.
Salam, NaaDear.
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream.

homework! o.o

2010-03-17T13:18:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

To all Secondary 2 Bukhara students who keep asking me what homework we have, and to all Secondary 2 Bukhara students who don't know and have yet to ask me (lol), here's all our holiday homework (get ready!):

You guys owe me something for this!! (Ok no, kidding, but what the heck, get me something if you'd like hahaha ^^) P/S Ace-Learning homework is only for those in Mr Rahamat's class. Please let me know if I'd missed out on any other homeworks! (Which I really, really hope not =/)

For Ace-learning, visit the website http://ace-learning.com.sg/ and sign in, there will be a quiz waiting for you:

Will update this post later tonight, insyaAllah.

Salam, NaaDear.
It could be wrong, could be wrong, but it should've been right.

holidays!

2010-03-15T13:41:00.018+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sorry for the absence :) I feel like changing my blogskin. Ok shuddup Naadhirah.

Went over to Liza's last Saturday for a kenduri. Read Yasin and everything for my late-aunt, and after everything, we watched a compilation of videos taken by Abg July during our trip to Janda Baik. Haha me like :)

Last Friday was fun. I paired up with Fitri and we got Masjid Kampung Wak Hassan. The garden at the back of the masjid was preeetty :D Me and Fitri camwhored there since we'd arrived a little early. Eheh.

ANW I finally put in a music player in my blog. Haha been so long x)

I'm making a blogskin for our Broadcasting Club's blog. Well, working on it. Still dont know what design but I've got something in mind. Heh :) I still dont know the domain name yet though. Anyone do? Please let me know. :)

I noticed that I have put in an emoticon in every paragraph in this post. Haha I love smileys. ^^

Salam, NaaDear.
Just don't give up, I'm woking it out, please don't give in, I won't let you down.

the world sucks

2010-03-11T21:10:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So, today was pretty much okay, but right now I'm just so not in the mood to talk about it. Yes, I'm not in the mood because of the excessive comments on FaceBook about the recent incident that you need not know about.

Sometimes I just wish the whole world would just shut up. The world and everyone in it. It's annoying, it's rude, it's insignificant. You found out, okay, stop there. You don't have to keep TALKING AND TALKING AND FREAKING TALKING about it. Everything ends there when you find out. Tolong eh, jage 'aib orang. Nobody deserves this humiliation.

Okay, enough. My results, I can say I'm pretty much okay with them, except for my Math, I don't care about what people will think so I'll state it here anyway, I got a B4. A freaking B4. I've never gotten a B-something for my academics, ever. I know I sound like some arrogant spoilt smarty pants, but I'm disappointed in myself for not getting an A. But oh well. It's Algebra. I never liked Algebra.

Aku tau, dengan perangai cm gini, cane nak pass kan? Hah.

Helping Muhajirin out tomorrow, kutip derma. Cm rase malas gtu skrg, seeing my mood. But dtg je ah. Dpt pahale. Dpt duit. Dpt ketenangan for at least half the day.

Sorry for the shitty post. The excessive-FaceBook-statuses thing really took my mood away. I'm like this dark cloud ready to burst on anybody who dares touches my last remaining nerve, soaking him bloody wet.

I'm gonna go write my depression away now. Bye.

P/S TO SEC2B (GIRLS), JEAN-BAPTISTE MAUNIER IS MIIINE!!!! Aku tau aku byk scandal. Hehe :D

Salam, NaaDear.
Raise your head and taste the courage, fall from grace, unholy night.

numb

2010-03-08T15:30:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

6th and 7th March were two very busy days, so busy that I cant be bothered writing about them. I'll upload the little pictures took soon, but if they're not up by tonight, then don't count on it. :)

Weather's been scorching lately. No, it's not that I've just begun to notice, but seriously. Thank God March Holidays are coming round. Cant stand hot days in school anymore. Can you say sweatbath?

I cant believe I'm actually talking about the weather. OMG I'm so dull.

Ahh, byeeee. Nk tdo. :) I'll maybe edit this post later.

My blog has got over 2000 hits! I am happy :D I just wonder who these visitors are, seeing that my tagboard remains untouched. Hmm. :)

Salam, NaaDear.
The fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.

chartreuse

2010-03-05T20:57:00.011+08:00

"The ghastly, corpse-pale face appeared suddenly, materializing out of the depths of the fathomless darkness like some demonic guardian set to protect forbidden secrets. The lantern light spilled a hellish glare across the stark, staring face." - Jayne Ann (aka Amanda Quick)

I wish to write just like her one day. The way she writes is amazing, I love her use of words. This has to be my favourite paragraph in her novel The Paid Companion. It's an interesting book. You bookworms really chould check it out. :) I've only read The Paid Companion, but I'm hoping that I could track down her other books.

Assalamualaikum!

Sorry for the paragraphs above, read it only if you're a literature lover like me haha (however, I do suppose that you've read them already considering that I placed it conveniently at the start of my post. x) )

Okey enough book talk. Got to go to school tomorrow, and Sunday, helping out for the Briyani Amal thingy. Thankfully, unlike the others, I've been given the afternoon-night shift :) Will be going around with tabungs till the event ends. Mr I told us to report to him at 630pm, but the Broadcasting Club needs to meet Mr H at 1230pm, so I still don't know what time I should be there. If I were to go with the Club, I'd have hours left before I'd have to report for duty. Hmm.

On Sunday I'll be the photojournalist for the whole day. Well, one of the photojournalists. Along with the reporters and camerapeople, we'll be going around interviewing guests, going behind the scenes and so many other things. This is going to be exciting :D

The past week has been fine, we survived a whole schoolweek without Thoohiroh haha :D Was told that next Thursday S2B will be having our Science Aha! and I'm nervous for some reason. So many experiments tak menjadi, I don't want our's to turn out that way too. Solution: Preparation, preparation, preparation!

We get a break on Monday, seeing that a lot of us will be working throughout the weekend for the Briyani Amal thing, then we have Tuesday and Wednesday, and on Thursday we'll be getting our progress reports. Well, those who passed will. Then on Friday, those who don't have to go for the Parent-Teacher meeting won't have to go to school! And the following week, ENJOOOY! :D March holidays baby!

Thinking of going to the museum. Hmmmmm.
P/S To those who read my blog but always "forget" to tag, (namely FYTT and FIER) TAG LAAAH!!!!! Hahaha.

Salam, NaaDear.
I've come here to kill you, wont leave until you die. Murder born of vengeance.

010310

2010-03-01T01:17:00.005+08:00

(01 March 2010) - Happy Birthday Daddeh. :)

403

2010-02-27T15:05:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Oh I just realised. This is my 403rd post. Haha yay me :)

Anyway. I set my phone alarm for 3am this morning and when I woke up to A7X's Lost, I saw that there were no new messages. So I re-set my alarm to 4am and when I woke up again, I had a text from Thoohiroh. She told me that she was at the airport and that she was freezing cold already. I told her good luck survivng once she gets to (insert country here :P), confirm lg sejuk. Haha. x)

So she replied with an "alright" and a "take care taw girl :)". I wanted to reply but fell asleep right after I read her text. I woke up again at 7am and considered replying, but I figured she'd be in KL already by then so I didn't. Heh.

She should be back on the plane right now. 9 hour flight. Good luck eh girl. Aku tau kau tkle duduk diam for 9 hours. :P Haha.

Moving on. Making yet another blogskin. Haha no, not for my blog, just for fun, since I'm extremely bored right now. After this I'm thinking of studying for my Math retest. I hated the paper once and I will hate the paper again. I hate having to retake tests, but oh well.

I is still in ♥ with Alex Evans. (:

P/S I'm thinking of getting black full-frame specs next, I've been wearing half-frames practically all my life. Hmm.. What do you think?

Salam, NaaDear.
Maybe this is going too fast, and maybe it's not meant to last.

Alex Evans

2010-02-27T00:07:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Short post for today. Just announcing that I have tracked down yet another hot guy (Alex Evans)! I like guys with emo hair haha :D And his eyes are bluer than blue, they're so blue that it's just not blue!

See, I'm starting to speak crap again. Just like my post about Oliver James haha.

ANW. I visited Alex Evan's blog and turns out he's an artist! *Does a silly dance* Double score. And he has great English. Triple score! *Dies happily*

He's also Canadian. I can just imagine his accent. Haha. And he's 19. I am so happy. And IDC if you think he looks gay, because even I think he does, but he looks like a hot gay so what does it matter right. Hehe ^^

I'm sure you've had enough of my fangirlism. Heheh :) Bye.

P/S Tho I miss you already! 4 more hours, take care. (:

Salam, NaaDear.
These boots are made for walkin'! xD

P2P!

2010-02-21T21:32:00.012+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Punish To Purify: Wish I could do this to every annoying Mat in the world. No offence, of course, you guys are just annoying sometimes. (Or a lot of times) Don't go tracking me down. (However, the Mat is pretty weak in this flash "game". Actual Mats will lose their heads if this were to be real.
I ♥ Evil Bunny. Whoever he is. He is awesome!
Went out to eat at Mad Jack's just now and (finally) bought my Zen Mozaic! I am a happy goober.
Almost done memorizing Surah Nuh. :)
I hate Science!
Byeeeeee. :)

Salam, NaaDear.
Never knowing if there's solid ground below, or hand to hold, or hell to pay.

recap

2010-02-20T16:38:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hi. Ok so, I've been back since Tuesday and only just came round to updating my blog. Heh. :)

Janda Baik was great. We stayed at Saufiville Boutique Resort and it was, to summarize it in one word, huge. Haha. It was like a house of bugs, but that I managed to bear with. Of course, there was shrieking everyday when one of the many huge bumblebees came near us. Haha :D

Besides insects, there were these cats too. This one cat was very manja. I like it :D

The mountain view was OMG. An amazing "Masha Allah" moment! I may post the link to my Multiply album once I've uploaded the photos. No promises :)

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CA1 UPDATE.
(Wednesday - Arabic & Fiqh) Arabic was so-so. Fiqh too. If only I'd had my Fiqh notes with me, it would've come so much easier. :(

(Thursday - English & Tauhid) English was easy. The cloze passage was tricky, but I managed to pull through. One of my answers was really stupid, once I found out what other people wrote. Heh. Otak dah takle function.

Tauhid boleh tahan senang, except I totally screwed things up for everyone. I saw that under "Muraadif" there were only four questions and five marks. I thought there was something wrong with my paper so I asked ustazah about it. Padehal ustazah tertinggal satu question. Nuha was kicking my chair from behind like mad. I glanced around at my classmates with a regretful expression but I think I now know the meaning of the phrase if looks could kill. Heh.

(Friday - Mathematics & Tafsir) Math was like !!!! I hate the paper, hate it I tell you. I'm probably gonna fail. Not being pessimistic here, I just know I'm probably going to fail cause I counted the marks I lost from my confirm-salah-punye answers and deducted them from the total. At least I know I can still do the basics. =/

Tafsir was a breeze. Except for this one question that I never-knew-the answer-to-and-had-hoped-that-it-wouldn't-come-out-but-did.. Just my luck. Heh. :(

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Last Friday too, during our English lesson, teacher had told me to help her show Zaki how to work out her videocam, since she herself didn't know how. Haha. And so I spent a few minutes figuring out the tiny vidcam and then guided Zaki. (This is for our online thingamajig, by the way.)

Aidah: Eh kecik seh videocamera de. Lg kecik dari Zaki.
Me: Hahaha! Tau tkpe!
Zaki: -____-
Aidah: Brand de pn nak dekat same dengan name de. Xacti.
Me: Hahahahaha!
Zaki: -_________-"

Eheh xD Sorry Zaki. Haha.

Moving on. Best of luck to Joey Jordinson, Slipknot's drummer, who will be temporarily filling in The Rev (RIP)'s place in Avenged Sevenfold. He'll be helping them record their next album which had been, well, paused because of the death of The Rev. If he sounds good with Slipknot, let's hope Joey will do well with A7X! I wonder if he'll get a nickname too. Haha.

There have also been news that Mike Portnoy may be replacing (I cant find any other word besides replace, but it sounds so wrong! The Rev can never be replaced T.T) The Rev. I'm not sure if it's true or not, I mean, you can never trust wiki, but maybe. I've never heard of him nor have I heard him play, but let's hope he's just as good as The Rev!

Cant wait till Avenged Sevenfold finishes producing their next album, I'M SO GONNA GET IT! :D

Salam, NaaDear.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

2010-02-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

Saturday - Tuesday; @Janda Baik, Malaysia

suckish

2010-02-12T16:50:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Lesson learnt today: Don't set your hopes too high.

Went to school excited for the kutipan derma thing for Irsyad, in the morning we had Arabic Programme, Qiraah and English, and afterwards our recess. Then we went down to the voideck.

After writing down our names on the papers, sat in pairs lining up for the tabungs.. Joked around (like crazy) while waiting. Then we got the news that there weren't enough tabungs, and yes, some of us didn't get to go. We were all in a wth mood. When we asked if we could return to our classes, they didn't allow us to go anywhere except the canteen. So we had to sit at the voideck for TWO HOURS.... for nothing. Of course we were mad!

So we (Me Tho Aimi Faten Syiqa Fitri Fytt Dian Siti Nad) sat in a circle and played mindless games. Made mindless jokes. (It was like Avengers all over again! Except, with Siti Nad. Eheh.) It was fun, but we were still upset that we didn't get to go.

Soon we were finally allowed to go back upstairs. Lepak'd in our classrooms like nobody's business, haha. Then it was time for friday prayers, it was a freaking hot day, like burning seh back at the voideck. -_-

After solat we went back to class, lepak'd summore. Till three. Then went home.

Oh, and earlier today during English class I got elected for Vice-President of S2B's Exco something-something-something. There will be this online thing where they broadcast some Irsyadians' works and stuff like that. All I had to do was tick whether I have ever used Microsoft Publisher (yes), have a blog (duh), and know photo/video editing (yes).

Guess all those hours on this thing has finally paid off! (I'd actually wanted to be the photojournalist, but whatever.)

Leaving for Janda Baik at 4am tomorrow. I still dont wanna go and still have yet to pack. Nyeh.

Sorry for the terrible English, my brain isn't really functioning right now.

Salam, NaaDear.
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone, I love you and that's all I really know.

slack!

2010-02-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I'm not ready for school. I'm slacking.
I'm slacking. I want to study. Bye.

Salam, NaaDear.
No song in mind.

broken strings

2010-02-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

you cant feel anything
that your heart don't want to feel
i cant tell you something that ain't real

oh the truth hurts
and lies worse
how can i give anymore
when i love you a little less than before?

chiaroscuro

2010-01-30T23:45:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

OK so i finally put up an icon site! :D I spent the day making icons out of this pretty girl's work, thanks again Sydney for letting me use them ^^ (I think I've thanked her a few hundred times already, hahah x) )

I'm still searching for other good models and good pictures to make into icons.. It isn't as easy it looks. Lol.

Last week was another typical week of school, though I particaularly liked Thursday for some reason that I forgot. Some things happened that I cant remember. LOL yes, STM. We finally got to play Captain's Ball on Wednesday during CCA, I miss playing! I fell off my chair twice and my head got hit by the ball twice, but it was a fun game and Wind won. Earth was tough. Eheh. :)

Ah. So much homework. Better get to 'em now... Enjoy the icons though they aren't much. Will be making more sooner or later. Eheh :)

We went to watch kite fliers at Punggol just now. The kites had LED lights on them (yes we went at night) and it was really pretty. Will upload the little pictures my sister took. ^^

Salam, NaaDear.
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out, I just didn't know what to do.

hello

2010-01-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So, school has been suckish lately. So much homework. And that's an understatement. Heh -_-

I miss normal Tilawah sessions. These proper reading techniques we're learning are really useful, but I'm getting bored with reading the same verse ten times in a row. T.T

I'm not saying I'm better than all this, no, I'm just saying I want to start reading normally again. :(

Sometimes it makes me wish that I never got into the Mahirun group two years ago. could've gotten in this year, but too bad they don't take ex-Mahirun to be in the Mahirun group again. T.T

OKLAH. Wanna do my Geog homework. (Yes I have just discovered from Dian that we had to do an essay on the climate of Singapore. PFFT. I don't wanna know about the climate of Singapore. -______-)

Salam, NaaDear.
Been through lot of heartache, but I made it back to you.

8 more

2010-01-17T11:08:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hey so, I completed making a few of the icons but these are still my favourites:

Anyway. I still have a load of homework to do. A mind-map for Fiqh (I have no idea how to do that), the Science worksheet (to be handed in on Thursday so I don't have to do that yet! ^^), Malay comprehension (I had to re-do it, since the one that I already handed in got stolen and now it's lost...), the Math worksheet (IDK if we were told to complete it or not, but hey, it's Math, I wanna do it anyway!).

Uhhh. And the biodata thing, as part of our classroom decorations.. Ustazah made everyone pick their favourite colour out of blue, pink and green.. So everyone's bios will be on an A5 piece of paper of the colour they chose. But I'll be using BLACK! :D Because I hate pink, almost everyone chose blue, and the green is too pale. And also, maybe because I wanted to stand out. Ehehe. Tho will be using white..

So, our bios will be this really kiddish thing. Our name, birthdate, hobby, favourite food, best friend's name... I might as well just burn down my whole class! -________- Seriously. Why does she have to limit our bios to just that? It's so annoying, we deserve the right to WRITE FREELY about OUR OWN SELVES. -.-"

Oh well.

I just cant wait to get this year over with.. Y'know, I already have ideas in mind of how to decorate the class next year.. That is, assuming me and Tho will get the positions of Estate Manager again. Which of course, won't be that hard. :D Till Sec5 kay Tho! Haha.

I joined a group on facebook and I was looking through the posts on its Wall when I came across this post by the creator (of the group):

Allah (swt) always has either one of these 3 answers for our prayers.

1.Yes
2.Yes, but not now.
3.I have a better plan for you.

There is never a “No”.

This post really moved me, as it should for you.

Salam, NaaDear.
With you not around, it's a little bit more than I could stand.

2 weeks

2010-01-15T22:45:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

The second week of school was okay. Finally starting to get used to Math again, after months of no Math I simply spelt K-A-R-A-T. The year has just began and we're already studying algebra. Sick, I know. As you may (or may not) know, algebra is my least favourite topic in Math. Next to fractions, of course. AND WHEN ALGEBRA AND FRACTIONS ARE PUT TOGETHER, OMG that is just waaay be-YOND sick.

Anyway. Science, too. I'm lovin' Science.

English will always be enjoyed, since there really isn't much to study. Malay, too. Besides the peribahasa-s and all.

Lughah is fun. Of course, with Ust D as our teacher. Haha. He divided us into groups and my group members are Tho, Fytt, Zaki, Shulhan and myself. Guess what our group name is.. "دور العربي"! Hahaha. (It means "Arabic Group" by the way. Pathetic, I know, but it started out as a joke and since we had been goofing around the whole time we were supposed to discuss on our group stuff, it ended up being our group name after all. Haha.)

My Tarbiyyah subjects are going fine too. I have memorised the first hadith (usually I'd wait till Ustazah announces a test then I'd memorise the required Hadiths, but IDK, I feel different this year, in terms of studies.) and I've tasmi'-ed with Ustaz R the first ten ayahs of Surah Nuh. Since we don't have to memorise anything else (yet), that's what I've covered for the past two weeks!

I know it doesn't seem like much but hey, all this is considered a giant leap from my studying habits last year. :)

I'm actually looking forward to the rest of the year.

Moving on, our class decorations suck big time. Tho and I (being the Estate Managers)(for four years in a row!! :D) had an awesome theme planned beforehand but Ustazah decided on something else. I'm not going to mention it here, too embarassed to even think about it -_-" but knowing Tho, I'm sure she has her ways to make it look at least 10% decent. :)

Oh, and we just got our timetables during Contact Time just now. Shitty, right. TWO WEEKS OF SCHOOL HAVE PASSED AND WHILE EVERYONE ELSE ALREADY GOT THEIR TIMETABLES, SEC2B ONLY JUST GOT OURS. Coolshizz, I know.

O...kay, other than school matters, I'm getting my biker jacket soon yay. (Still quite depressed that it's a trend though, sigh.) Now another thing to add onto my list.. Fingerless leather gloves. I've been wanting a pair since P6. Well, I've been wanting a biker jacket since Sec1 and I'd waited a year for it so... Maybe I'll be getting the gloves soon. Haha :)

I'm bored and I'm making icons. I think imma put up an icon site. I love making icons. :D
Selena Gomez is flawless and I'm making icons of her. I love her. (Well, not in a "hardcore-Disney-fan" kind of way, just in a "she's-so-pretty" kind of way. ^^) Back to work.

Salam, NaaDear.
You promised me heaven and put me through hell.

OLIVER JAMES

2010-01-10T23:17:00.005+08:00

I WAS READING NANA'S TUMBLR AND I SHE WROTE ABOUT OLIVER JAMES. OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT HIM FOR OVER A YEAR. I'M SORRY, OLIVER JAMES!

Here, drown yourself in his cuteness:

I don't know why but I tend to like guys with that line on their cheek.. Cheek? IDK. Haha. That shadowy line from his hair to the center of his cheek. It's like an imprint of his skull o.o haha but idk why I find it so hot on guys! :D

Sorry, that was one of my very rare moments of fangirlism. Now that the excitement's over, I think I'll try to finish my homework now haha. :)

zzzz

2010-01-10T18:21:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Going to school means having to come with completed homework. I don't have any completed homework. :/

So, in 11 posts I'd have come to my 400th post. Guess what? I've just realised that I have no life. Woohoo!

Yesterday I went to White Sands with my sister to buy school stuff. I finally got my personal file, stationaries and a notebook. I love my notebook. Haha :) (Yes, I am very weird, I can get easily excited from these kinds of things.) So, I was queueing (let's just hope that's how you spell it) up at KFC (POPCORN CHICKEN!!) and I saw Nureen! She came up to me, said hi and salamed me and my sister, and she was like, "You're so tall!" (we haven't seen each other for some time. Eheh.) And I was like, "I know. Haha" then she left with her friend.

We went out today too, to Downtown East for lunch. We also stopped by this shoe store and well, girls being girls, me and my sisters tried on some shoes. All together we got 4 pairs of shoes. Azie pointed out a pair at the last minute and Ani liked it, they were these really nice high heels. :D

I also got Fir her birthday present haha :P

Then we went to MKS for Zuhr and to Parkway Parade. I finally got a new book to read now! :D :D I am a happy geek slash nerd slash freak slash any-other-insulting-nickname-you'd-want-to-throw-at-me,-I'd-gladly-take-it-in!

I still have yet to buy my school shoes, though. Yelaa Naadhirah, kasot jalan kau tau beli, kasot sekolah tk beli2. -_- Tapi whatever. Hehe.

I want to share with you two of my favourite paradoxes!

The following sentence is true. The previous sentence is false.
and
Is the answer to this question "no"?

I forgot where I got them from, but they're so interesting, aren't they? I love paradoxes. :)

I'm so tired. I want to sleep now so I can study, finish up my homework and hafal surah Nuh/hadith later on tonight. Tata! :)

P/S JOKE OF THE DAY: If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests? (Haha sorry for the yellow-mindedness hehe.)

Salam, NaaDear.
When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.

first week of school

2010-01-08T18:49:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So I made it through my first week of school. Monday and Tuesday were okay, no lessons so all we did was ENJOOOOYYYY. Story after story shared, and yes, I can say that I've missed school.

We had a cheering competition on Tuesday. Me and Tho worked on our class banner the whole day and YES I'm proud of our work. :D The others planned the cheer, and it turned out pretty good! Thanks to Quraish. Haha.

Wednesday was our first day of lessons. Didn't do much studying, just introductions. During CCA we were told of what we'd be doing during CCA for the rest of the year, and also the upcoming events. Yay Inter-Mad! And yay Inter-House. Cant wait, gonna lose a lot of weight this year, yay classes on the 6th floor. ^^

Anyway, we also got to know who won the cheering competition! SEC 2 BUKHARA WON FIRST (under the lower-secondary category of course, Sec5A and Sec4A are UNBEATABLE.) and I am happyyyy! :D

Moving on, Thursday was alright, and so was today. After school we had a student leader meeting and they showed us a video-photo compilation of our iLead Camp! :D Sweet memories. No matter how tiring it was. Lol.

First week of school and I didn't sleep in class at all. I am proud of myself ^^ Also, I managed to memorise the first ten ayats of surah Nuh in three days. Imma finish off the other 18 ayats by next week, latest by the week after. For the first (okay, maybe not first) time, I'm excited!

2010 is going to be a great year. (Let's not hope that I spoke to soon hey.)

P/S HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY FIRZANAH! May Allah bless you.

Salam, NaaDear.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.

birthdays

2010-01-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday Syakir & Syahir! :)
Happy 16th Birthday Fierdaos! :)

May Allah bless you all.

Charlie The Unicorn

2010-01-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

Charlie never fails to make my day. Call me and idiot for watching this but I have always found it strangely amusing. I know Charlie The Unicorn is old, and it's not that I've only just found out about it, it's just that I've only just come around to posting it. Spare some time to watch these videos :D The creator of Charlie The Unicorn is genius. I like episode 3 the best. ^^

Charlie The Unicorn Ep. 1 - Candy Mountain

Charlie The Unicorn Ep. 2 - The Banana King

Charlie The Unicorn Ep. 3 - The Snowman

I just cant wait till episode 4. Who knows what'll happen to Charlie then and which body part he'll lose. Ahaha.

I'm not ready for school tomorrow. Level 7 will take away all those carbs I've been eating. Well, that's the only plus side I'm seeing right now. Hmm :/

Salam, NaaDear.
We've run out of words, we've run out of time. We've run out of reasons, really, why we together?

-_-

2010-01-03T14:08:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Well, we've come to the last day of our holidays. School reopens tomorrow and I'm not prepared!

I still have to buy my school shoes. I wish I could just wear my high-top sneakers to school, they're much more comfortable. Hmph. :(

I'll also have to get used to the rules again, I cant use the laptop during the weekdays and only two hours on the weekends. I swear, life is cruel.

Three birthdays coming up on Tuesday. I'll wish them in an automated post since I cant use the laptop on weekdays. :)

Yesterday night we went to Orchard. Me and my sister got to go to that HUGE Cotton On. It was like being in Cotton On heaven. Haha okay, I'm not intending to turn into my sister so I'll stop here. Eheh :)

I've been posting short posts lately huh? Well, no change for this post. Heh ^^

Oh, and Naqib with short hair just looks weird.

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Today, the last day of our holidays, has to be my shittiest day ever.

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Salam, NaaDear.
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry.

:D

2010-01-02T14:53:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I am happy because I just got my headphones. :) My parents went out just now and daddy picked out a pair, mummy called me and I googled them, and they bought it for me when I said yes. :D Ear Pollution Toxix. Once again, I am happy. ^^

And I didnt have to pay for it. I'd put away a hundred bucks for a pair of headphones and these costed only forty, but daddy said I didn't have to pay for it. I repeat: I am happy! :D

So now all I have to do is receive my biker jacket and buy the Zen Mozaic, and I have all the items on my priority list. Yay. :)

I'm bored. 2 days to school. Scary :/ haha.

Salam, NaaDear.
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea. Swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis.

HNY

2010-01-01T00:12:00.008+08:00

Okay, whatever. Happy New Year, New Month, New Day, New Hour, blah blah blah.

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cant be bothered to make a new post. :) Assalamualaikum readers.

Three days to school! Are you all excited yet? :)

The picture above ^ was taken by me and edited by me. This is my favourite picture taken so far, because you can actually see the bubble forming. Ah, the wonders a DSLR can do. ^^ I know it appears blur there but that's because the image is big. Cant be bothered resizing it heh. Click on it for a better view. I messed around with the hue and brightness and made the sky bluer and Naqib a silhouette.

Anyway. Under my opinion the New Year's Countdown Celebration (or whatever it was called) was an epic fail! The singers were.. well, bad. And I waited through the whole show just to discover that they weren't going to show the performances after the fireworks on TV, which meant I didn't get to watch my Taufik. Huh. -_-

May be going out later. Edit this post when I can, tata.

Salam, NaaDear.
I'm addicted to you!

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lucky

2009-12-31T11:46:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So as obvious as it is, we have finally come to December 31st, the last day of the year. You know what that means.. (everybody's doing it, no harm joining in)

New Year Resolutions!

● Design an outfit for Raya -___-
● Lose weight!
● Overcome one of my (many) fears :)
● Think of more resolutions before sundown today. Which leaves me less than 2 hours.

4 days till school reopens! Freaking out? Maybe. I still have to get my Ukhrawi books, wrap them, read through a bit.. zz I don't wanna go back to school yet. I think my butt has been permanently mounted onto the couch. Hmm. But there's no stopping it huh?

Anyway, Liza told me that the dress she ordered for me online is sold out :( But I guess that's just God telling me I've shopped way too much recently. Three dresses and a pair of shoes at Port Dickson, that biker jacket online.. But there's no such thing as too much shopping right? (I sound like a girl, omg. o.o)

Moving on. As you can see, I just changed my blogskin. I think I've been working on it for over a month now? I keep asking people to take a look and tell me what they think, and despite getting good remarks from every person, I'm just not satisfied with this skin. Don't ask why, I've never been satisfied with anything :/ But I'm using it nonetheless. Lol.

I was trying something new with the headers on the sidebar, I just out of nowhere came up with a little icon on the left lol :) Oh, and hover over the headers "Profile", "Desires" and the rest. They change colour haha :D I also made those icons of Taufik, Syn and Matt. They're so cute aren't they. Hehe. ^^

I credited the users whose codes I used for reference. I just have a thing against people who remove credits just because they made a few tweaks, or even major ones. I just believe skinners and coders deserve their credit, I mean, I wouldn't want people to use my work and passing it off as their own too. Heh.

Nyah, okay, I have nothing else to say.. Just tryna keep this blog alive. Ciao *salutes*

Salam, NaaDear.
Do you hear me? I'm taking to you. Across the water, across the deep blue ocean under the open sky.

Rest In Peace, The Rev.

2009-12-29T20:47:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I want to go out! :( I'm so bored and hungry.
And did I mention hungry?
Yeah, I'm so hungry.

Anyway. I only just heard about The Rev's death from Fierdaos this morning. Talk about slow! It's so sad, I haven't heard or seen ANY news at all about his passing away. Avenged Sevenfold cant be that unpopular. I mean, I know they're not a mainstream band, but hello, their drummer DIED and I didn't know till the day after?

Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan was found dead yesterday at his house. News say that he died from natural causes, but how could this be?? A7X won't be the same without him. I heard that they'd been working on their next album but how are they going to continue without The Rev? Dang, I just hope everything works out well. :(

Oh frack. I was eating Nerds just now (you know, those tiny candies in a box produced by Wonka?) and one actualy WENT UP MY NOSE. O.O no, it didn't go up my nostrill. It actually went up one of the tubes in my mouth I guess, I felt it going up there, and I kept blowing my nose consistently till that small candy finally came out. I know, it's disgusting, but omg it was so freaky that I just had to write it down somewhere.

Okay, now that that's over, I think I want to end this post now and find something to eat.

Salam, NaaDear.
Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live.

Port Dickson

2009-12-28T14:28:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hello :) I'm sure you're waiting for me to update about the trip right. Sigh, okay, fine. (P/S I've given up on updating about the second day of the SL Camp so don't expect it any time kay.)

So, on the first day, I was woken up at 4am. Got ready, finished up packing (well okay, I didn't literally pack, I just took some random stuff I felt I may need and stuffed them into two bags and I'm done.) After everyone was ready we left and drove to Masjid Asy-Syakirin for Subuh, and to Tuas Checkpoint afterwards.

IDK why but I was just unable to sleep in the car, despite it being 6 in the morning. I had been wide awake from home to the Masjid to Tuas to our first rest stop. -_- But the bright side is that I got to catch the sunset on the way to the R&R! :D It was pretty. Hehe.

Ate, played with this cat that was missing an eyeball (I'll post up pictures on my multiply kay) and left again. Went to another R&R, then left for PD. The chalet room was.. Different, I could put it that way. We stayed at The Legend Resort (i think that's the name of the place lol) and the chalet room was weird. When you enter, you're in the toilet. Yes, toilet. Of course, the shower had a door, but it's just plain weird to enter a room and find yourself in a toilet. -_-

So after checking in we rested, had lunch, played around in the swimming pool with the water shooters we bought (hehe it was fun ^^) and rested again. At night we went out for dinner at a seafood restaurant and went to a pasar malam, or night market. Bought two dresses haha wee :D :D :D :D I'm happy. Hehe.

Returned to the chalet and went to sleep. The next day we went out for breakfast, prata! :D returned to the hotel and went shopping in the afternoon. Bought another dress hehe :) It was a last-minute purchase and it's pink (my first pink dress! o.o) but i'm happy with it nonetheless. ^^

Met up with my mum and Kala Jijah at on of th stores and my mum told us about this sale at a shoe store, buy one get one free. Me and my sister immediately raced towards the store macam budak gile. Haha :D Bought one pair which I'll share with my sister and Liza bought the oher pair. The price is RM50 each and because we split it with Liza, we paid only RM25. In S$ that's like, 12 bucks? What a steal! :D

Planned to go Go-Karting at that place near Putri Resort (like we always do) but it started raining :((( So it was postponed to the following day. Returned home, and at night some of the others drove to KL for more shopping with Mama Nino & family. I didn't follow, wanted to, but wouldn't be allowed to anyway, and I was way too malas :) Watched The Time Traveller's Wife (very interesting movie!) and New Moon while waiting for Ani to return from the trip, but we all eventually fell asleep.

The next day parents went out to get prata for us. Ani handed me the Flip Flap that I had asked Amin to buy for me a month ago haha yaaaay he remembered :DDDDD Packed, slacked, and at 12 we checked out. Drove to a relative's house, and then planned to go Go-Karting but.. (yes there's always a but) it rained!! D: In the end we didn't get to go. Hmm :(

Drove straight home while the other two cars went for lunch I think. I guess I was dead beat cause it seemed like I was the only one sleeping in the car. I kept waking up because of the bumps along the road, till we reached the highway towards the checkpoint I just couldn't sleep anymore. That was about 7+pm already, and somewhere near the checkpoint we (finally) got reception to Channel 5! :D:D:D We managed to catch the Singapore Idol performance in the car haha.

Reached home, switched on the TV and resumed watching. Yes, Sezairi won! No surprise there lol. AND I'M SURE EVERYBODY AGREES WITH ME WHEN I SAY THAT TAUFIK WAS MEGA HOT WHEN HE PERFORMED HIS LATEST SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I think I'm falling in love all over again. Eheh.

Ok now byee. ^^

Salam, NaaDear.
So many bright lights to cast a shadow, but can I speak? Well, is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?

hiatus

2009-12-24T22:19:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Okay new trend coming! I'm spotting a new trend! NEW TREND ALERT!

BIKER JACKETS.

Many people are wanting it now, and when people are wanting something, it means a new trend is surfacing! Woohoo!

Okay I'm not really happy about it lol.

ANYWAYS I purchased a biker jacket last week and when I worked out that it's becoming a trend I'm like ohmygoshhh what a coincidence why is this happening what what whaat. I'll be getting it next week insyaAllah, but what a shame that it's now a trend. :(

Moving on.

Haha yes, I'll be on a 3-day hiatus starting tomorrow. I'll be going to Port Dickson (in case you have yet to read my other posts and don't know) and I'll be (hopefully) having fun! Last overseas trip for the holidays yo, and I'd like to enjoy this one. I cant believe school starts in 11 days! Forget that, I cant believe the year is ending! o.o

I'll be leaving for PD tomorrow morning before Subuh and we'll probably stop for Subuh at some Masjid on the way. I'll miss home.

It's okay I'll have my bantal busuk which is not busuk with me. :)

I'm done. The following are random:

Majority of the people who use the word "Imma" mistake it for "I'm a" when it actually means "I'm gonna".
I don't get it when people (like Nabiha :P) say "ROAAAR" or "RAAAWR". Face it, you're no dinosaur, so deal with it.

Okay don't think that I'm being so *whatever adjective fits into this sentence* here, I'm just voicing out my opinions. Hehe :)

KLAH GOODNIGHT. (I'm not actually going to sleep. At least, I don't think so. Eheh.)
P/S DIAN RAIHONEY STARS! I miss you. And Thoohiroh too. And Fytt. See you in eleven days. Hehe ^^ (have a safe trip tomorrow Dian)

Salam, NaaDear.
Now that we've gone our seperate ways, I just cant live these desperate days.

woohoo!

2009-12-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

Okay so I drank up half a jug of water while eating maggi, and yes I admit that I may be the only Singaporean who cant stand spicy food. :)

Never mind Singaporean, I'm the only Malay who cant stand spicy food!

Moving on. This morning Nazhir broke my spectacles, so I've been going the whole day partially blind. :( In the afternoon I went cycling with my family at Pasiris Park. Alright, fine, I didn't cycle cause I cant. So I became the photographer for the day.

At 7 my family went to return the bikes, so I walked behind them. Of course with them cycling, they were faster than me. Soon I lost sight of them, and because I didn't have my specs, I was basically lost. The whole time I've been looking through the DSLR viewfinder for better vision. Really, it works. I can see a whole lot clearer through the viewfinder :D

Anyway, I called my mummy and she directed me back to them. We went home, prayed, and at 8 left again for White Sands to get a new specs frame for me. :D They're dark red. :( I want blaaackkk. Okay nevermind, will be going again to get new ones cause my degree dah naik hehe :) My current ones are temporary.

Sooooo I've got to get packing tomorrow because we'll be leaving for PD on Friday morning after Subuh, latest at 6. Hmm :( I'm looking forward to the trip I guess, I'm just not looking forward to waking up early. Oh well.

Goodnight!

Salam, NaaDear.
Baby I will wait for you, cause I don't know what else I can do.

hehe :)

2009-12-22T14:57:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Okay aku tau aku da lame tak update. Hehe. It's not that there's nothing to be updated, it's just that.. well, you know. I'm lazy. :)

My SL Camp Part II post still remains a draft, I've only completed it halfway. Will get to it after this.

OKAY SO. Last Sunday/Saturday (Tak ingat. Hehe.) we went to Compass Point and (finally) bought Guitar Hero (!!) Naqib uh ni nak sangat. Me and my sister have been asking for it for, like, EVER and never got it, while Naqib asked for it last week and got it the following day. Pfft how unfair is that.

THE BRIGHT SIDE ISSSSSS (yes, there's always a bright side) that we bought Guitar Hero Metallica (evil laugh)! GamesDotCom didn't have any other Guitar Hero in stock so daddy bought Metallica. Me and my dad are the only ones who listen to Metallica. :D What an influence this is gonna be on my family, (evil laugh again)!

The guitar (to me) is awesome, although the others don't think so. It has two skulls on it in profile. I'll get a picture of it if possible. My family doesn't like skulls. Haha :P

Anyway. Yesterday, I got my hait cut! :D I hate my hair woo woo woo. My fringe is okay. The rest is not. I think my hair is too short. T.T oh well, it'll grow back. Lol.

Ummm kay what else. This Friday we'll be going to Malaysia, Port Dickson I think (?) IDK whether I'm looking forward to it or not though. Heh :)

ZZZZZZZZZZ Bye.

Salam, NaaDear.
Never cared for what they say, never cared for games they play.

SL Camp

2009-12-16T17:15:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sorry for the absence everybody :) My laptop has fracked up on me (trying to keep the language G-rated) and frankly, I cant be bothered switching it on. So I'm using my mum's laptop. :)

Anyway. I just returned from a two-day camp yesterday and I'm STILL exhausted. My legs still hurt from all the walking we did. :( Do you really need me to tell you the story?

Okay so maybe you do. Sigh.

I arrived late on the first day, the thing started at 8 and I came at 830, yay me. Registered, joined my group (Braveheart 2) (Knp Gladiators dgn Braveheart uh? Lol.) My group members were (let's see if I an remember) (Being formal here with the "Kak"s ^^) Kak Faatinah and Kak Selasih as our facis, Kak Shazaa as our group leader, Kak Sofiah, Kak Husnina, Kak Sakinah, Kak Syazreema, Kak Aslinah, Najiha and Hijannah. And me. Haha. After introducing ourselves we played a game. Yg burger, soda, fries and nugget tu. Kekek seh, hahaha.

After some time we brought our bags to MPR1 and proceeded to MPR2. The Bravehearts had our Life Coaching session first, while the Gladiators went to Sembawang. It was fun in the MPR, though extremely cold. The Junied trainers were awesome :P haha. I loved their skit! But Rushdie made me deaf with his yelling. Bapak tak pekak lah rushdie gi pekik watpe. Hahaha xD

The games part was the best. First we played Om-Chi-Chi-Om. Haha klaka gle, nak main lagi nak main lagi. Haha ^^ When a number of us from my group lost, we made our own circle at the back and played a different game. Water Slide eh? Haha game mepek seh. Syaraf kekek haha xD

After the Life Coaching session the Bravehearts bused to Sembawang while the Gladiators returned to school. Switch lah gtu. In the bus me and Tho talked. And talked. And talked. Haha. The bus ride must've been a long one cause we managed to cover a lot!

When we reached Sembawang, we performed our 'Asar prayers ('Asar kan? Ke Zuhr? Lupe. Haha) and had a briefing session. The guy told us the proper way to put on the harness and helmet, and somehow everything seemed familiar, like I've gone through the briefing before. (Oh yeah I did, during our APEX Day Camp at the MOE Adventure Camp. When I wanted to go onto the *insert number of storeys high here* flying fox. ^^)

So the guy asked for a volunteer to demonstrate how to put the harness on. All the boys pushed Dollah up front. Hahaha it was super funny lah, tkle angkat punye. When he was told to slip his hand in and clench his fist, then try to pull it out to see if the belt is tight enough, he put his hand exactly at the front and everyone laughed gila2 one. And the guy was like, "Not there! At the side!" Hahahahahahaha!

So after the briefing and stuff we put on our harnesses and helmets, drank a lot of water (damn hot seh outsideee.) then proceeded to the high elements site. Ok so the ropes course was, like, three storeys high? Kirekn cm 10m gtu2 lah. Ok maybe it doesn't sound high here, but trust me, it was super damn high. And with my fear of heights summore.. *Freaks out all over again*

Tho was lucky she didn't have to do the course. Cmne de manage to get her members to agree with her, aku tktau. Tapi tak fair. Hahahah.

We took turns belaying, holding the rope, and going up the course. To my surprise, I actually volunteered to go up third (i think). I think it was the I-just-want-to-get-it-over-and-done-with feeling. So I climbed up the ladder toward the staples. By the time I was at the top of the ladder I was already freaking out.

One by one, I climbed up the staples and reached the ladder-thingy. I took the steps one at a time while the rest cheered me on. Ok so I don't really know if the rest were cheering me on, I couldn't here anything except for my heart. It was beating so loud in my ears that I thought I'd go deaf o.o Slowly, I reached the other pole and my first thought was OMG I MADE IT! Haha. Climbed down the pole till I was lower than the ladder-thingy, then I asked the belayers: "Can I trust you?" They answered yes. I asked again, "Can I trust myself?" (still hugging the pole) They were like, just jump lah! Haha. So I closed my eyes, let go of the pole, kicked myself away from it and screamed. Haha gotta admit, it was fun. :D

Reached the ground and took my time absorbing what had just happened. After some time Tho went to sit with me at my part of the course and we watched and, of course, talked. When every group was done with their parts of the course, some of the SLs (who were brave enough) attempted the Challenge Pole, most commonly known as the Pampers Pole (for reasons you don't need to know. Hahahahaha :P) Unfortunately, nobody managed to grab onto the bar. But at least they were brave enough to try. :D

Went back to school. Me and Tho washed up (I don't think anyone else did though) and I went for our Maghrib (ke 'Asar???) prayers. We then headed to the MPR3 for a short debriefing session then to our soccer court for the Campfire.

My first thought was BANYAK KAU PUNYE CAMPFIRE!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha. They changed it to Candle Light though. However, yes you guessed it, no candles. They used two extremely bright lights. o.o Scratch that, make it two extremely BLINDING bright lights. :)

My group got our food and went to sit at the court. Thankfully we sat at the part of the court where there wasn't any dust! HAHAHA. So we ate, and talk, and, well, bonded. :) At one point I held up my cupcake and asked, "sape nak?" Then Kak Husnina (kn?) was like, "Mkn cket seh! No wonder kurus." The rest of the group was like, "Tu ah!" I was awestruck, aku kurus? For real? Like, seriously? Really? Hahaha. When I asked if they wanted to know my weight, they were all like, nak3! I said "**kg" abe expression drg sume berubah to >> O.O Hahahaha! Drg terperanjat gleeee. Then suddenly we began tu talk about our weights. Haha -.-"

After the Campfire we went to S1B (RINDU!!!!) to get our bags, brought them to the masjid, prayed and went to sleep. Well, they all went to sleep. I was the only one who didn't. We were only given 1h 30min before we were due to wake up for the night walk, and it usually takes me 2hrs to fall asleep. (Insomniac lah gtu.) So I put on my earphones, played music and closed my eyes. After some time I realised that I just couldnt fall asleep with the music on so I turned it off.

At around 12, sape ntah pny handphone alarm bunyi. Tkd org bangun. The alarm stopped. A few minutes later, it rang again. Still tkde org bangun. Aku dah fed up. Haha. And it stopped. Around 12.15, Kak Sofiah's phone alarm rang. Nak tau bunyi ape? De cm suare budak kecik gtu, de ckp, "Muuummyyy... Muummyyy..." Cm suare hantu. I was super freaked out lah! I closed my ears till it stopped. Then it started again. I was like mak kau, SL ni sume tido mati seh. o.o

Ok soooooooo. This post is long enough right? I'll continue with the next day on the next post. Tata :)

Salam, NaaDear.
Missing you just runs too deep, I cant keep thinking bout your smile.

:)

2009-12-10T13:16:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I'm writing this with hopes that he'd ever read my blog, so... HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TAUFIK BATISAH! :DDDDD May Allah bless you. :) Okay so maybe I'm hoping too high by wishing he'd read this, but whatever. Who knows he might? ;)

T minus 4 days till the SL Camp. When Thoohiroh owes me Coffee Bean. ;P Or maybe I shouldn't, considering my weight... T.T Ever since I found out how much I weighed I've been hesitating before every food that enters my mouth. And a Coffee Bean sure is gonna add another 10kg on me :( Hmm. Hopefully this SL Camp (or "Endurance Camp" as Nuha said) will take some kgs away?

Ok anyway, I've finally retrieved the mood to continue my skin, haha ;D I've been putting it aside these past few days and now I'm getting back to it. Especially with the unbearable strong wind coming from the window infront of me, and that tall coconut tree right before my window, I should finish it soon. Haha (tau takde kene mengene, I just love that coconut tree ^^)

Oklah wanna get back to work. Tata! :)

Salam, NaaDear.
L-O-V-E's just another word I never learnt to pronounce, how do I say I'm sorry cause the word is never gonna come out.

needy!

2009-12-08T10:55:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I currently hate myself for forgetting the brand of this pair of headphones I saw at an electronics store once. My sister had pointed them out to me and I made a mental note that if I ever decide not to buy the Skullcandy headphones I will get those. Well guess what, I'm not buying the Skullcandy headphones! (Despite wanting to sooooo much, they will just have to wait) And now, I have forgotten the brand of the headphones. I wanted to check online for the price, if I'm not mistaken it was selling for S$25 at the electronics store, but you can never be too sure!

My sister isn't being much of a help either. She doesn't even remember the fact that she pointed those headphones out to me -_-" I have a feeling it's Audio-Technica, but I checked the website and couldn't find the model. All I remember is that one of them has this green plaid (otherwise known to everybody else, checkered) pattern and another pair had this black and grey jigsaw puzzle pattern. Thinking of buying the latter. But alaaaaa, Naadhirah, WHY did you have to forget!!

I wanna get them by the end of this week, because next week I have camp-after-camp, and the week after that I'll be going overseas again. I NEED my music. However, I cant really tell the difference between weekdays and weekends anymore, besides the differring programmes on MTV, I can never remember what day it is anymore. Hmm oh well.

Sorry for my excessive rants about headphones. I just seem so lost now that my SE earphones are malfunctioning. :(

P/S If anybody happens to know the brand of the headphones I mentioned, please tag :D

Salam, NaaDear.
The state of my heart, the place where we are, it's written in the stars.

helo

2009-12-05T13:45:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I've been in the midst of making a new skin, but right now I'm just too lazy. :) I'll stick with this one. Hopefully I'll complete the new one by next year. ^^

Three events left for the holidays: SL Camp, Debate Camp and trip to Port Dickson. I'm looking forward to the SL Camp and the trip to Port Dickson, but I don't know why I'm just not interested in debate. Too bd my mum already paid for it. :( And the Debate Camp is just two days after the SL Camp, so malas! T.T Anybody willing to take my place? Hehe.

Right now I'm uploading random pictures on FaceBook. Keep a lookout for your faces. :P

Naadhirah is bored!

Salam, NaaDear.
No matter where you go, I won't be very far, cause in my head I'll be right there where you are.

melaka.. part II

2009-12-03T10:22:00.011+08:00

PHOTO OF THE MOMENT: I call this one Cleopatra ;)
Assalamualaikum.

Ok so Syiqa wanted me to post about my trip to Melaka -.-" luckily I'm not feeling as lethargic as I did yesterday, therefore I will. (Prepare for a long post filled with irrelevant things, thankyou)

On Monday we woke up at 6, got ready, left at 7. Uh yes, A.M. zzz talk about early. Went to Irsyad first cause mummy had to settle some stuffs. In the car I slept for most of the journey, and the rest of the time was spent reading and staring out the window.

Went to an R&R, ate, tried taking pictures, met some teachers, left again. Reached Puteri Resort earlier than the rest. Lepaked at the lounge while waiting for my mum to assign the rooms. Finally got ours and went up.

My mum got me running errands, I had to go up and down giving teachers their room keys. It was tiring but hey, like I had anything better to do right? Eheh. The lift was pretty freaky, it had mirrors on two parallel sides of the lift so that they reflected each other. Besides that, it was super damn slow. I could practically zzzz in the lift. -_-"

Went out to eat at this hawker center. Well, I didn't. I only watched everyone eat as, well, it was a seafood restaurant. I don't eat animals when I can see their faces. I just don't feel comfortable =/ hence chicken wings are the only type of meat I eat. :)

Returned to hotel, lepaked, went to sleep at 1am? I was reading a book. Haha. I kept waking up at all hours of the morning, God knows why. I think I woke up a total of 3 times that night. Maybe it was because of the temperature, it was so cold. It didn't help that the thing that controlled our air-conditioner's temperature was broken. -_-" suckish hotel. Heh.

On Tuesday morning we went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. I wasn't really in the mood to eat, so all I had was some hotdogs and bread. Heh. Afterwards we returned to our hotel rooms and lepaked.. again. I resumed sleeping, read my book again, watched TV.. There really wasn't much to do. And of course, I refused to go down and play those games they had planned. Talk about making a fool of myself, I am not one to do obstacle courses. Heh :)

In the afternoon the four of us (Mama Baba Me and Azie) went to Jusco where we ran into the other teachers too. We had our lunch at Secret Recipe, walked around Jusco and returned to the resort. At night we went down for Maghrib prayers together at the Dewan and then proceeded to the lounge for dinner. Didn't eat much.. Again. :)

Since there weren't enough seats, me and Azie went back up after eating to let the other teachers eat.

Read my book. Wee. That night I slept happily, knowing that I'd be returning home the following day ^^

On Wednesday, woke up that beautiful morning and went to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast. I ate 5 pieces of hotdogs yet didn't seem to be hungry at all the whole day. Checked out at 12, and you really don't need to know the rest do you?

Got home at 3+. Saw that Amin had self-dyed his hair red and Ani blonde. I was like whaaaat. Azie wanted to dye hers too so on that day itself, they went out to get the dyes. I lost $8 on hair dye. OMG make that $16! Udin used my money for his dye and hasn't paid me back yet. Problem is they already left for KL just now! Nyah -_-"

Okay sorry for going off-point. Udin dyed his hair first, and now his hair is red. Mine's blond. Gotta admit, it looks better than the last time I dyed my hair. Amin also got the left-over dye from Azie's bottle and Udin's bottle and dyed my hair a second time, two-toning lah gitu. Since my hair is too long for one bottle of dye haha. (I need to cut my hair!)

That night, our room smelt massively like a hair salon. Speaking of hair salons, my cousin wanted me to promote him lols. Amin the hair-dyer. Free dying of hair for a limited time only! (Promotion only when he comes to Singapore) (Hair dye to be bought yourself ^^) Ok now I'm just being lame. Stoppit Naadhirah.

Syiqa, I'm done. Enjoy :) P/S Pictures will be uploaded on my soon-to-be-made Multiply account.

Salam, NaaDear.
The bridges were burned, and now it's your turn to cry. So cry me a river.

melaka

2009-12-02T17:42:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum, hi.

Naadhirah is back from Melaka but obviously you've always known Naadhirah as a lazy ass so Naadhirah won't be storytelling. Naadhirah is too lazy to put up all the pictures here because as you Blogger users know, we are only able to upload 5 pictures at a time. Naadhirah will only be posting a few and Naadhirah will put up the rest on her Multiply page which Naadhirah will soon make because Naadhirah cant be bothered to upload them on FaceBook because her FaceBook uploader has gone whack. Naadhirah is hungry, Naadhirah wants to go eat.

Bye.

Salam, NaaDear.
A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don't think I can look at this the same.

tomorrow

2009-11-29T14:27:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So yesterday was fun, Ipul downloaded Zombieland and it was awesome. Mega-gory! Just the way I like it ;P Except for the part with the clown though. Just like the lead, I hate clowns. :) Freaked me out at the part where that clown appeared under the cubicle door, really. It's a must-watch movie, I wanna watch it again! :D

After Zombieland we watched Gamers. Couldn't understand the movie really, and WTH was it rated?! Heh. When the movie ended we still had about two hours before we had to leave to collect the tickets, and Amin wanted to watch Paranormal Activity and so we did.

It was a bit slow at the start, but it got better I guess. We watched the online version which I admit seemed much more real than Singapore's version that my sister watched. The alternate ending was better lols.

Right after watching Paranormal Activity we left for E!Hub. Collected tickets, walked around the mall, went back up to get popcorn and entered. New Moon was great! Another must-watch movie, but of course you're gonna watch it whether I say it's good or not right. Eheh. Anyway go go go, get to the earliest possible cinema showing it and watch! ^^

By the way. I will be on a three-day hiatus starting tomorrow. Off to Melaka baby! Please pray for me to enjoy myself. Heh.

Pusing pusing pusing, kepala ini. Panas panas panas, badan ini. (Teringat Ust. A. Kenangan terindah! Haha. Cant deny that I miss him and his jokes, haha.) Ok part panas badan tu tak lah. Pening je.

Naadhirah, stop procrastinating and go finish packing lah! Nak charge DSLR lg, charge phone.. Why is it that I always seem to procrastinate when it comes to doing something that actually needs me to work? Bad habit. Hmm.

Salam, NaaDear.
Cause my heart cant take it anymore. I don't wanna know.

how does it feel?

2009-11-28T14:33:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Dont wanna go on Monday... :( I still haven't gotten any books yet. Guess I'll have to re-read. Hmm.

To the good news! We (Mama Baba Ani Azie Myself Amin Ipul Udin Mamat) are going out tonight to watch New Moon! Cant wait :D (Dont worry iFah, you'll get to watch soon ^^) So now I'm just counting the moments till tonight, with nothing to do. I'm so bored. :(

My gosh the wind is blowing so hard and I'm thankful for living near Pasir Ris Park. And for having a window in front of my study desk. *I DREAM~*

Salam, NaaDear.
Nothing in the world could feel this right, cause baby you're the best thing in my life.

selamat hari raya

2009-11-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Nobody beat Mus'ab this year, haha. My mum said the P6'08 batch had minds of freaks. Haha mindfreak. Criss Angel. Haha *melts* Hehe. Though Irsyad didn't get highest among all madrasahs this year.. Nevermind. Those banners still don't have to be taken down cause nobody beat Mus'ab haha :P jk.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji everybody. Esok korang pakai baju ape? Hehe :) IDKY but I'm excited for tomorrow. I wasn't this excited for Hari Raya Aidilfitri, and we got money then. Heh :)

I am so hungry. Boohoo :(

Salam, NaaDear.
Baby can we make up now cause I cant sleep through the pain.

call it love

2009-11-25T15:10:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Feeling neglected. Really. Feeling hated. Yes, really. No, I'm not asking for an invitation. But some acknowledgement would've been nice. I'm not saying it's unfair. Who am I to go barging in right? But seriously. One of the many things that I hate: Not knowing.

Dian knows what I'm talking about.

Maybe I was looking at it all wrong. But whatever. Gosh Naadhirah, you really gotta stop blaming yourself. Talk about low self-esteem. -_-"

Is this what I think it is? Jealousy? Naadhirah, you are such a baby.

I is upset.. Cause I cannot fast tomorrow. For reasons you may understand without me telling you what it is. Hmm. :( So sad right. Of all times. :( I was actually looking forward to fasting then I remembered that I couldn't. :( SAD! :(

Salam, NaaDear.
If you cant sleep cause you miss me, if you need me more than just one day. You can call it, call it love.

masquerade

2009-11-24T16:53:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

For the past few hours I've been hooked on Googling masquerade masks and drooling over them, and now I'm hooked on designing some of my own! After I've filled a whole page of my designs, I'll scan it and post it up here yeah.

Designing masquerade masks isn't as easy as it seems. First I have to draw the basic mask shape, whether I want it to be a half-mask, a full mask or the kind of half-mask they used on the Phantom of the Opera. Mine are all half-masks currently because I like those kinds, hehe. I'm going all feathers and sequins here, personally I feel that those dramatic Mardi Gras masks are phenomenal!

Drawing the basic mask shape itself is hard, especially when drawing half-masks. There are so many shapes you can make up! Then there's the whole symmetrical thing, one of the biggest challenges. To get the mask shape to look symmetrical is difficult! But I do my best. :D

After all that, I can go all out on my design using sequins and colours and feathers. It's great fun and and a useful time-killer! For me, of course. Eheh. Once I start designing I just cant stop :)

Back to my notebook.

[EDIT]
Izza was being annoyingly impatient and wanted me to upload a picture of my designs pronto, and so I did. I seriously couldn't be stuffed scanning it, so I took pictures of it instead. And slenger me, in the sunlight just now I got clear photos but accidentally deleted them after I THOUGHT I had uploaded them into my laptop. So I had to take the pictures again, no sunlight this time, brightness courtesy of the flash. *DSLR flashes blind me* Sorry if they're not clear!
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Salam, NaaDear.
I don't wanna run away but I cant take it, I don't understand. If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

famous last words

2009-11-23T23:31:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Went out today and it was awesome. I'm too much of a lazy backside to story-tell, nor am I going to post today's pictures (for the very same reason). I wanted to bring our DSLR but didn't. For reasons that I am too lazy to state.

Yes, I'm feeling very lazy right now. Heh :)

I cant wait for this Friday, when Udin & Family come to Singapore. Hari Raya Haji! This Saturday we all get to slaughter Tho. Okay I mean kambings. Hehe ^^

I want to get my headphones and mp3 player before we go to Melaka. (Fat chance) I need a book, or twenty. Any recommendations? I'm out of books to read! :( Three days in Melaka counts for.. Maybe two books? I need two books! Somebody get me two books!

I want to go to sleep now. I am very sleepy. I want to dream of cameras and waves and M&Ms. Ohhhh yeah.

Salam, NaaDear.
I see you lying next to me, with words I thought I'd never speak. Awake, and unafraid. Asleep or dead.

Canon D500!

2009-11-22T11:37:00.003+08:00

I'M JUST EXTREMELY HAPPY THAT WE FINALLY GOT THE Canon D500! *dances around like an idiot* Things to do: Learn the functions! I cant wait. I'm halfway through the free User's Guide book we got already. ^^

Assalamualaikum.

Come on, I have the very right to boast. You would too if you got one right? I'm just gonna shut up for now yeah. Hehe. Things left to buy: Skullcandy headphones and CREATIVE Zen Mosaic.

I hope I can go tomorrow. It would be the perfect opportunity to try out the camera! If my dad lets me. I wanna read the Guidebook from cover to cover by tonight, and at least learn the basic functions. I'm so happy.

Ok I'm off. May edit this post later. :)

Salam, NaaDear.
What am I still here for, could it be that I'm just waiting?

Skullcandy

2009-11-21T17:43:00.011+08:00

SKULLCANDY LOWRIDER (S$70)

• 40mm speaker
• Magnet: NdFeB
• Frequency range: 100 - 18,000HZ
• Impedance: 32 ohms
• Max input power: 400 mW
• Cable type: OFC
• Cable length: 1.2 M
• Plug type: 3.5mm gold plated

SKULLCANDY HESH (S$120)

• 50mm speaker
• Frequency range: 100 – 18,000 Hz
• Impedance: 32 ohms
• Max input power: 100mW
• Cable type: OFC
• Cable length: 1.2 M
• Plug type: 3.5mm gold plated

SKULLCANDY SKULLCRUSHER (S$150)

• 30mm neodymium magnet speaker
• 30mm vibration speaker
• Vibration unit: 100hz
• Frequency response: 20-20K Hz
• Impedance: 32ohm
• Sensitivity: 99db
• Gold plated: 3.5mm stereo plug & 6.3mm adapter
• In-line vibration level adjustment and on/off switch
• Cord length 1.5m

HELP ME CHOOSE, QUICK. The price is no problem for me as I still have $289 left over from my Hari Raya collection + my savings. But I'm stuck between these three headphones, and I cant make up my mind! I need your help. Please? :(

Bigger

2009-11-21T16:03:00.002+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg it's out! ~ nick is so hot. i am dying.

Assalamualaikum.

Once again, thanks to my sister, I am hooked on watching the Backstreet Boys over and over again. I'm watching their live performances from their This Is Us tour and omg they're so hot! *cries happily*

They're coming to Singapore for their This Is Us tour in January 2010. I want to go! It's not every year that they come to Singapore yo. I want to see the Backstreet Boys! AAAAH ~

Shut up Naadhirah.

Ok, watch that video. It's a must. A MUST I TELL YOU! *cries happily again*

Shut up Naadhirah!

Moving on. It's 2NE1 November! Happy 13th Birthday Zaki. May Allah bless you. He must be happy that his birthday falls on the 2NE1st. Haha nevermind if you don't understand. xD

Ok so, last night I finished reading Click. Quite disappointing, I must say. I assumed it would be a really interesting mystery book, and at the start it did seem that way, but when I got to the last chapter it really didn't explain anything. Just.. Pictures. No specific reason why this Gee was so significant, besides the fact that he changed lives. But then again.. Maybe I'm missing the point completely. Oh well, my loss.

Which brings me to my bad news. I'm out of books to read! And I'm leaving for Melaka in two weeks. Still with no book to read. T.T I don't want to be around teachers during my holidays, PLEASE no. Can I cry myself to dehydration and die before the next two Mondays?

I've been webcamming with Udin, Yusof and Firdaus at KL these couple of days. It used to be just me on the webcam but both of us on microphones, but today they finally got to use Ipul's laptop and we video called. Yusof tried to teach me how to solve the Rubix Cube but I was such a pain to work with haha. Cant wait till they arrive this coming Friday!

Bye.

Salam, NaaDear.
All the messed up things I do, and I swear, I'll make it up to you.

-

2009-11-20T23:38:00.005+08:00

NaadyRaz.
(Been playing around with that name)

^^

2009-11-18T15:10:00.007+08:00

This is called a sit-up. Lol.

Our female mascot. :P

Heh. Muke pissed and red from the frickin hot sun.

Uh, mind the face. :) and the umbrella wasn't helping.

"Alamak.. Tingginye."

I was thinking; "I don't wanna be hereeee.."

Shinyyyy.....

It's heavier than it looks. Lol

A picture speaks a thousand words. Here's ten thousand for you.

Assalamualaikum.

Today was the last day of school, I don't know whether to be happy or sad or what. I cant feel anymore. xP Spent half of the day laughing, the other half sleeping.

During lunch we had our class End-Year Celebration. Got Pizza Hut and ate like there was no tomorrow. Ali paid for all the girls' drinks at Stall 4. So sweet of him right, haha xD

Got report books, it rained, i went home. Kaki dah beku. Heh.

Ok bye I want to continue randoming with Luqman, Mu'az, Zaki and Adli on Facebook. Haha it's fun yknow yknow. xD

Salam, NaaDear.
You know it's true, everything I do, I do it for you.

i want it that way

2009-11-16T12:29:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I'm still pretty hesitant.. Should I go for training later? If I should then I really gotta get ready. Hmm.. I'm a bit depressed though, God knows why.. I've been feeling moody since I woke up this morning.

Zzz I don't wanna go to school tomorrow and thursday. I don't see the point, really. Or maybe I'm only feeling this way because of my moodiness. Hmm.

Alah, I should get ready now. Last training, better not miss it huh.

Salam, NaaDear.
Tell me why, ain't nothing but a heartache. Tell me why, ain't nothing but a mistake.

irreplacable

2009-11-15T22:09:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Yeah, I changed my blogskin.. Like finally. Heh. I seriously couldn't be bothered in making one of my own so I got one off Blogskins. Then I spent most of my day editing it a bit. It takes a lot longer than it seems. It doesn't look like I changed much but believe me, it was hard work.

I got so fzxcked up just now cause I was close to finishing this blogskin when.. Yes you guessed it. My Internet Explorer just had to hang on me. So yeah, it hung, and so I restarted my I.E and retrieved what I was working on. Unfortunately for me... I.E had fzxcked up the codes. All the "<"s became "%"s and numbers and things like that. Nevermind if you don't understand. I was so pissed but I didn't let it get to me. I got the codes from Blogskins and re-did everything in one hour. How good am I? ;D Anyway, happy 18th birthday Nuraini! This morning we went to eat at Earle Swensens at T3. Daddy still hasn't gotten his $400 Best Denkey voucher yet so we have yet to buy the DSLR. Hope we get it by tomorrow, I wanna bring it for Sports Day! I can already think of what pictures I wanna take haha. xD (Hey, I girl can dream.)

Dian, please stop reading my archives. Thankyou! Hahaha.

I'm off. :)

Salam, NaaDear.
So since I'm not your everything, how about I'll be nothing? Nothing at all to you.

i dream

2009-11-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Ok I made a Twitter account now kill me. Ah, damn. I swore to Nana that I'd never make a Twitter account and she told me that I will, sooner or later. Well the sooner has passed and the later has arrived, Naadhirah is officially stuck on Twitter!

I hate you Nana. This is all your fault. If you hadn't told me that Taufik was on Twitter, I'd never have made this account. Screw you.

I also happened to find Synyster Gates on Twitter. Oh, life is awesome! At least two good things came out of this. :)

I was getting pretty tired of Plurk anyway, having to keep up the karma. Heh.

Anyway, that picture above, I know. Super kentals. But I'm missing Irsyad Newton, I'm missing getting awards and I'm missing Pak Uteh (?) Haha. (My gosh, was I really that tembam back then?)

I'm bored and YouTubing. Better get back to my videos :)

Salam, NaaDear.

My spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly.

write

2009-11-12T22:47:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I wanna move to Mars cause the world's gonna end in 2012. They never said the universe would end too, right? We'll all be safe and sound on Mars. Whaddya say?

I have no purpose for posting this post. I'm just bored, yay me.

Naqib's feet stink. I am being random.

Met my sister's friend at school today, at the book fair. She super friendly one, haha. Salam me like kawan lama gitu. She had been promoting her book and the book fair, Di Sebalik Pelangi. She's living my dream! And now my parents are pestering me to start writing more stories quick. My dad said he could publish them for me. I'm like o-kayyy... What's the hurry? Haha.

Ok bye!

Salam, NaaDear.
You took my emotions and scattered them on the ground.

disappear

2009-11-11T20:34:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

THE WORLD WON'T FRICKIN' END IN 2012.

I'm not satisfied with my results! Wee. My Math result was lower than I'd wanted it to be. I got 81 over 100, like so unsatisfying. I went super O.O when I got my paper, but whatever lah. What's done is done.

Insya' was really *tet* lah. When everybody got their papers, the whole class was like WHAAAAT. Takkan low nah seh! Seriously, kecoh like hellicopter. Heh -_-" I won't post my other Ukhrawi marks, I hate my Ukhrawi results. No I didn't fail, but I'm just not satisfied with them. Woohoo ^^

I have nothing else to say. Wee.

Oh wait I do. SEZAIRI ROCKS! WOO! And so does Duane. \m/ And come on lah people, Duane has a good voice ok. Don't cuss him just because of his looks. If you don't like to see his face then close your eyes and just listen to his voice. He got the voice of an angel yo! Now I'm done. :)

Salam, NaaDear.
Tell me what you're really here for, if you never really loved me, I gave my all but it still wasn't enough.

extraordinary

2009-11-10T23:34:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

My legs still hurt.

Justin Bieber still sucks.

School's still on.

I'm still lethargic.

And as far as I know, birds still fly.

Looks like nothing has changed.

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Sure hope they've fixed that annoying fan in my classroom by now. Fan F5, I still remember. Lol. It's like, unscrewing itself. Many invigilators have made jokes about it falling and hurting (in one way or another) everybody in the room.

Yeah, very funny. I'M sitting under that very fan! Hmmph. It used to be just "Please report ceiling fan is making noises" and "Danger, might fall and hurt someone" but Mr.M erased the "hurt" and replaced it with "kill". He also added that S.R Nathan remark. Lame but funny, haha.

Thankfully we managed to get a picture of this before it was erased the next day. Heh.

When will my legs stop hurting? I've got a feeling the boys will make fun of my limping. Or they'll at least ask if Mas Selamat is back in a different gender. Heh -_-"

I don't want to go to sleep. Not only because I'm not tired, it's also because I don't want to wake up the next day. I want my results but I don't want to go to school. Hmm. Is there a way to do that? :)

Alah. I'm giving in. I still don't know what to bring though. Answer: Don't bring anything! :)

Besides my Tafsir and Hadith notes. Alahai, baru nak plan gi sekolah tak bawak beg. Hmm.

Oh! My sister already bought her iPod Touch and she's getting it this Friday!! Gosh I'm so jealous. I have yet to buy my headphones and Zen Mosaic! I want them by this weekend. :( On the plus side, we may be getting the DSLR this weekend and I. Cant. WAIT! ^^

Salam, NaaDear.

I need you now tonight, and I need you more than ever.

run run

2009-11-09T21:36:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

This following song, as ridiculous as it is, was made by Liza and Naqib. It goes by the tune of Micheal Jackson's Beat It.

Just eat it, eat it! Noone wants to be defeated! Have some more yoghurt, have some more fries. It doesn't matter, if it's not nice. Just eat it.

So I went for training just now. The adrenalin rush was amazing! I missed it. Went to McD with Dian then proceeded to YCK Stadium. We happy-happy ate our McChickens while waiting for the crowd on the tracks to thin out and all the other kakaks were looking at us like what. xD

Jalked (Jog+Walk) the tracks twice with Dian, Saiyidah and Fir. Nuha went ahead, that girl has so much energy! I am so envious. So me, Dian, Sai and Fir were the crazy bunch as usual as we pushed each other off our lanes and teased each other about this and that. Dian and Fir were reciting the alphabet alternately then Fir had to say 'S' and Dian had to say 'Z'. Me and Sai were like HAHAHAHA! Padan mukeeee. xD

Me and Dian also made this song. To the tune of Row Your Boat!

Row row row your boat, gently down the track. If you see Firzanah, don't forget to quack.

So after the Jalk the four of us stretched and all of us started to run in turns. Sprinting, skipping, stuff like that. It was tiring. But it the feeling was awesome. It's not everyday you get to work out like this. So then we started doing 100m sprinting rounds, I think. Me and Dian only managed to do 2 rounds? At the first round I was okay but quite slow.

At the second round I stopped halfway and walked the rest of the run. I had a burning feeling in my stomach and I thought it was because of the McChicken but I figured even without the burger I would've felt the pain nonetheless. Dian slowed down too and we walked together, the whole round back to our starting point.

Afterwards we seperated into our Houses and started to practise passing and receiving batons. Because me and Dian are switching places (I'll get back to that later), I was in desperate need to know how to do that and do that well. If I fail I'd ruin Wind's reputation forever! So I watched, took mental notes, tried a run, then had to leave.

The moment I sat down in the car my legs started to ache. Didn't feel the pain while I was running. Well, maybe in my tummy and thighs yeah but this hurt more. Maybe it was the sudden halt in my adrenalin rush, I guess.

Reached home, had a quick shower, prayed and headed out to Giant. No break. Phew. After (finally) shopping for our daily needs we went back home and I finally got to rest!

The reason why I switched with Dian is because I feel that I won't be able to run the 200m. I will surely let my team down! Dian runs faster than me anyway.

Okay let's be frank here. These past two years my long lengs were mistaken for the ability to run. I really cant run. I'm just tall. That is no advantage, you see. I'm practically towering over everybody running with me but I run only half, maybe three-quarters their speed. I run far, not fast. Running far works for a while but I lose energy quite easily and that happens to be a massive disadvantage. Long story short, I cant run and I'm about to let my team down.

Two years ago I scored second place for the 100m individual sprint. It was easy because there were no turns. Last year I scored first place for the 80m individual sprint. No turns either and for 20m less than the year before, it was a breeze. I didn't even break a sweat.

This year we're back at YCK Stadium and apparently I was so full of myself at that time and applied for the 200m individual sprint. Big mistake. After 100m I start to pant and my legs cant take it anymore. Which only makes me push myself harder, however much energy I use up, I still come in last. I recall all the times I've went for training (which aren't many, really) and came in last for the sprints.. And it just hurts. What a big fake I am.

They say you don't lose until you quit. I'm afraid to say, but.. I'm losing.

Salam, NaaDear.
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me. I'll take you away.

500D

2009-11-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I need my headphones pronto! I've come across them a couple of times but I've never had the money with me. Everytime I'm out with my family and I check out the electronics stores, there aren't any! What is up with that? T.T

I'm thinking of getting the Zen first but dkdkdk. Hmm..

I want to change my blogskin! Jelak uh. Haha.

Training tomorrow, going I suppose. It's been so long since I last went for training, haha. Sports Day is in 10 days! 10 days!!

Omg I'm freaking out. I cant run 200m! I'll die! Ohno ohno ohno ohno ohno. But what to do, Wind is already lacking participants. There's no way I can back out now.. Unless I ask for them to switch me to the 100m race. Hmm.

So much to do, so much time. :)

Saya mahu pergi shopping. Going with friends is so much easier cause there wont be anyone telling me to hurry up because Nazhir is restless. ^^ Set a date guys?

We may be getting a DSLR by next week. Canon D500 baby, cant wait! Was about to buy it today at Best Denkey Vivo but daddy wanted to claim this $400 he had for Best Denkey from his Esso Smiles thing. So postponed to next week. So excited! Imma start reading up on its functions. :)

Salam, NaaDear.
Lie, that this is goodbye. The words making me wait for you once again.

trends

2009-11-07T14:09:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I wanna talk trends. Not just clothes trends, other trends too.

Justin Bieber, yeah he's a trend. Personally I don't find him all that interesting anymore. I used to be crazy over him when he was still a typical YouTuber doing covers hoping for a future in the music industry. I liked him when he was pursuing his dreams. I don't like him anymore now that he's living it.

Korean Music. Oh, this will so pass. A singer with a different Mother Tongue will come along and suddenly everybody will be interested in Chinese Opera. That I'll want to see.

I'm not saying trends are bad. It's what keeps teenagers alive and running, looking for new things to follow. I just wonder why trends die. A new trend comes along and an old one fades. When the topic comes up people say it's not cool. So why did they find it cool before?

Why do people follow trends? Is it because they're ("they" referring to the trends) cool, or are they really interested in that one particular trend, or is it because they don't want to be left out? What about people who don't follow trends? Some pass off as ignoramuses, some pass off as geeks with no life, some pass off as a trendsetter himself. What's the deal with that?

When a person follows a trend, he can be looked at as A: cool, B: just a typical trend-follower or C: a try-hard wannabe. Why is that? Isn't everybody who follows a trend just the same? Is it because of the way we look at the person, is it because we don't like the person that we call him names?

I'm not saying I don't follow trends. Of course I do. I just avoid certain ones that may make me seem like a wannabe and therefore be called names. However, I do feel that it is not fair that we call a certain item or person or event a trend because what about everything else that's just as good as it? If it's not a trend, what is it then?

Of course, all this is just one trend-follower's point of view. Four billion people in the world counts for four billion points of view, right?

Salam, NaaDear.
A little melody that fills the silence, a dreamless lullaby.

T3

2009-11-06T18:00:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

How long has it been since I last typed? You don't know how much my fingers missed typing! Typy typy type type type. Weeeeeeee. Okay shut up Naadhirah.

Yes, yes, and yes, my examinations are finally over, I finally got my laptop back and I am happy! Well, mostly. I got a pounding headache but I'll get back to that later.

Ukhrawi was overall fine, Hadith and Tafsir being the easiest (surprisingly) and Fiqh and Tauhid were so-so. Lughah jangan harap, ape lagi Insya'. Haha. Academics were okay too. Malay Paper 3 was surprisingly challenging, ni kes tak korek telinge. Haha k tkla, it was just hard to understand. You don't know the number of words in the passages that I did not understand. Hah! Name je orang melayu. Mother Tongue sendiri rabak semacam. ^^

Malay Karangan was okay. So was English Compo. I just couldn't stop writing for the first section, naseb tak melebih eh. Hehe. I don't have a good feeling about my marks though. I have a feeling that I made a lot of errors in my tenses. (The tenses in my last two sentences sound wrong but I cant be bothered to correct them. Wehe.)

Malay Paper 2.. Boleh tahan eh. No comment about my Malay lah really. :)

English Paper 2 was okay. Much easier than I expected though. But that's a good thing right? :D haha.

Maths Paper 1. God dammit lah. I lost four frigging marks on the bisector thinggg! I think. I did the questions but I so doubt I got them right. I managed to finish the very last question right before our time finished, so unluckily (VERY unluckily!) I did not manage to check my work. Aku tak puas hati. :(((((((

Maths Paper 2. Lagi tak puas hati! I left one blank! I lost 2 marks!! I am so mad at myself!! T.T I finished what I could right before our time finished too. Didn't manage to check. Alaahai. I was so aiming for 90 and above, but seeing my uncertainty in answering.. The likes of that aren't very.. Likely? Oh great I'm gonna fail my English too. T.T

Science. Curse our last paper. I practically gave up in answering lah. Even though I left only one blank, a lot of the others were guesses. Some may be right, some may be wrong. We'll just see. I'm anticipating my results!

After our paper Fytt and Sri headed to Sri's house, Dian went home, Tho went to mine. We got ready and met at Changi Airport Terminal 1. We were crazy lah really. I have too much of a headache to type out everything. :)

Headache + Coldness of Airport = Headache-er
Headache + Coldness of Airport + Crazy Laughter = Headache-er-er
Headache + Coldness of Airport + Crazy Laughter + Cold Drinks = Headache-er-er-er
Headache + Coldness of Airport + Crazy Laughter + Cold Drinks + Spinning Around on the Trolleys = Headache-er-er-er-er!

Plus all this Math, my headache is just getting worse. :)

Hung around Terminal 3. Went crazy over the colouring things, spent a loooooot of time there. Will upload pictures later. Tata :)

Oh and I ordered a McChicken and McD just now and they gave me a McSpicy. Screw it.

Salam, NaaDear.
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by.

hiatus

2009-10-04T00:41:00.004+08:00

Hiatus! Be back after exams or somewhere in between, insyaAllah. :)
Salam, NaaDear. Even if the sky is falling down.

impossibilities

2009-09-27T20:26:00.004+08:00

I hate getting mad. Everytime I get mad I'll just have to take it out on somebody, be it by ignoring him or by shouting at him. After all that I'll start to feel guilty and then I'll get mad at myself for ever getting mad in the first place. It's like a feeling that eats me up inside and I just cant control it.

Right now I'm mad at myself for not looking out for my brother, even though I didn't know I had to. Right now I'm mad at myself for shouting at my sister when she wasn't at fault. Right now I'm mad at myself for thinking too much about even the smallest things. I hate myself.

Tsk. I'm trying to do my English composition but whatever I type sounds like crap! I cant do descriptives, I've never done one before. I don't even know how to write a descriptive! Everything I type just comes out as a narrative. Descriptives are just impossible for me.

First time pe Naad tkle buat English. - -

Nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing.
Adidas? I proved you wrong.

recreate

2009-09-26T20:19:00.017+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

It's only 7.45pm and I'm already yawning. But no, gotta stay up! There might still be some visitors coming. Wee :D

Was out the whole day today and yesterday, I am so tired. Yesterday:

Was our Hari Raya Celebration cum Teachers' Day Celebration cum Childrens' Day Celebration. The Secondary Ones were told to do a performance on Childrens' Day and God, did we mess that up! Buat malu diri je, haha. Planning sampai stress, rehearse sampai gaduh pekik-pekik punye gaduh. We did all that just to make a fool out of ourselves. Cheers for everybody!

Anyway after the celebration(s) we (me, Tho, Dian, Fytt, Sri, Aimi, Fitri) went to jalan raya. Went to Kak Mardhiyah's house, then Fitri's. We went off without Fitri from there and proceeded to Farhanah's house. Nusaibah was there! She hasn't changed, haha. Afterwards Farhanah followed us to my house and that was our last stop. They left after Maghrib and went to take neoprints (?) if I'm not mistaken. Lol.

A lot of times I felt more than left out when I was with them. Uh well, what's new? Like when in the bus yesterday they were all talking about the RYCamp and I sat there like.. Nothing? All 5 of them went for RYC but I didn't. I kept a stone face all the way, I so lost my mood everytime that happened. It's so annoying..

But hey, I cant be so self-centered and think about myself all the time right? They can talk about whatever they want, I should be a barrier to stop them.

Pictures next post.

Salam, NaaDear.
If I'm not the one you want, then maybe I'll be the one you need.